ship of love

Ship of love chapter 38

Jason's POV

Numb, numb that's how I'm feeling. I didn't feel nothing at all as I sat here staring at Arya's casket. I couldn't believe that my beautiful grey eyed angel was dead. She was taken from me and our sons too early. It shouldn't be her in that casket, it's supposed to be Jessica in there, but instead Jessica is alive and rotting away in prison. She deserves to be buried six feet under not my Arya. I didn't even hear the priest talking or notice our friends and family around me. I didn't hear the sobs and wails of our mothers or friends. I didn't even hear my boys crying for their mother, all I saw was the casket slowly being lowered into the ground. As they started throwing dirt onto the casket i started to weep silently for the love of my life, the mother of my boys, one of my closest friends.
Twenty minutes later everyone started to get up and walk towards their cars and drive over to Arya's parents house for the after funeral service. I got out of my chair and walked over to Arya's grave and threw myself on it and started crying uncontrollably. It was all my fault that she's dead, if I had gotten rid of Jessica myself then Arya would have never met her and Jessica wouldn't have thought she still had a chance with me. Our lives could have been normal without big problems such as a crazy psycho woman and a psycho doctor trying to kill Arya or harm our children.

"I'm sorry Arya. Please forgive me babe, I never meant for any of this to happen. I wish it was me buried six feet under instead of you."

"Jason, please get up. We have to go now, everyone is waiting for you in the car." said Emily quietly. She put her hand on my arm and tried to pull me up but I wouldn't budge.

"Just leave me alone Emily. You guys go on ahead without me, I don't want to leave Arya's side. I don't want her to think I've abandoned her and left her all alone."

"Jason, honey Arya is not alone. She's up in heaven looking down on you and the twins. She knows how much you love her, she knows you'll never forget her. Do you know what she'll probably tell you right now if she saw you like this.?" Asked Emily

"She'll probably say Jason get your ass up and take care of the twins and then she'll smack me for the heck of it and laugh" I said smiling softly. Then she'll kiss my cheek and whisper how much she loved me I thought to myself crying.

"That's our Arya" said Emily holding back her sobs. She held out her hand for me to take. I grabbed it and she helped pull me up. I looked at her and seen her eyes puffy and red from all the crying that she did and I realized I wasn't the only one hurting from Arya's death. I pulled her close and hugged her and she just started crying. I whispered soothing words to her until she calmed down. I looked up and seen Toby standing behind us, he came closer and smiled sadly at me. I handed Emily over to him and looked once more at the grave. I kissed my hand and touched her grave. "I love you so much Arya" I said and walked towards my boys who needed their daddy now more then ever.

I jerked awake and looked around me frantically. I was back in the hospital room where Arya was sleeping soundly and she was alive. Oh thank god! It was all a dream, no not a dream. It was a freaking nightmare.
I remembered watching the EMT taking out two stretchers and one of them was dead and I thought it was Arya. I couldn't take it, I just collapsed and started weeping like a girl.

"Jason, get up. It's not Arya that's dead it's Jessica." said Mark Excitedly.

I got up and seen Arya's pale face and let out a sigh of relief that she was still alive although she was injured. I pushed passed the cop and ran towards The Ambulance Arya was in.

"I'm sorry sir I can't let you in unless your family." said the EMT

"I'm her husband" I yelled

"Oh ok, come in then" he said moving to the side to let me in. But before I went in I threw my keys to Mark and yelled.

"Don't forget to take Jackson from Ms. May" I yelled

"We know already. Just go and take care of Arya" yelled Mikey.

I nodded and got into the ambulance. The EMT said she was shot in the side and they were trying to control the bleeding until they reached the hospital.
Now here I was sitting beside her bed as she was recovering. Thank god the bullet didn't hit any major arteries. The bullet was a through and through. The doctor said she's going to be just fine and she'll recover in no time.
They gave her some morphine to help her sleep so she won't be in any pain. She's been asleep for 7 hours now. Our friends and family were all taking turns visiting her until she wakes up.
Her mom came into the room and walked over to Arya's side.

"Jason, go and get yourself some sleep sweetie. I'll stay by her until she wakes up and when she does I'll call you immediately" she said.

"No, it's ok Mrs. Anderson I'm just going to stay. I want to be here when she wakes up."

"Honey, at least get some coffee and something to eat from the cafeteria. You look like shit" she said bluntly.

I laughed and said "Ok you win Mrs. Anderson. I'll go home take a quick shower and grab something to eat. I wouldn't want to scare Arya with me looking like shit and all." I got up and kissed Arya on the lips and told Mrs. Anderson.

"Please call me immediately if anything changes"

She gave me a smile "Ok, now go because I'm about to faint from how badly you smell." she said jokingly.

I chuckled and left the hospital.

A/N

I tricked u guys there for a moment. Didn't I?
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