If only you knew (Niall Horan FanFiction)

Chapter 19

Niall's POV

"Sir, you need to wake up..." A hand violently shakes my body out of its long slumber.

"How long have I been out?"

"I don't know, all I know is that you've been on this bus for 8 hours." My eyes bulge as the words escape the man's mouth.

I quickly rise from my seat and hurry off of the parked bus. Looking around, I see that I am near town, thank the lord. Without realizing, I am sprinting at full speed towards the buildings and busy streets.

Tori's POV

Tori...Tori...I am home! Baby, where are you?

"Niall?!" I scream, jumping out of my sleep.

These dreams are killing me inside. It's physically taking my heart and ripping it to a million pieces, and then setting it on fire. I don't know how much more I can take of this. I need him to come home. I need him to be safe. Looking behind me once again to look at the room to my love, a tear falls from my eye and slowly makes it way down my cheek to fall to the fabric of my shirt.

All of a sudden, the door bells rings and I nearly fall down the stairs as I sprint down them. Rushing to the door, I yank it open to reveal a tall figure. All of my hopes and dreams of it being Niall disappear as Harry stands before me instead.

"Hey, I just wanted to see how you were doing." He asks with a cheeky smile.

"I'm fine," I can't help but look down at my feet, trying not to show my disapointment.

"Are you sure? Cause you look kind of pale."

I look into the mirror next to me, revealing a broken, cold girl. He is right, I'm not fine. Before I can stop myself, I am in his arms and crying. His hand protectively rub against my back, calming my breathing as it got intense from my pathetic weeping. I remove myself from the curly haired figure, returning my gaze to the ground.

"Sorry I-" He cuts me off midsentece.

"Don't apologize from being hurt. Do you want to talk about anything, how you feel right now or of what happened?" His voice is so soft and gentle.

If I talk about my feelings with someone, will it make me feel better or worse? "Yeah," I say quickly before I change my mind.

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'Whoa' is all that Harry can say once I finish my life story. I explained everything from beginning to now. There were a few moments that I got choked up. Thinking about the memories makes me miss him more.

"So you have no idea where he is now?" He seems anxious to know my response.

"No," A tear escapes and falls down my cheek.

Harry suddenly gets up from the couch and walks over to the wall. Punching it with full force, he screams in anger. As his breathing intensifies from his tantrum, I get up to calm him like he did for me. I gripped his shirt, turning him to face me.

"Don't worry, he will come back to me," his eyes hold fire but are soon extinguished by my words. "Trust me, he wont leave me like that." Would he?

"All of this...it all happened because of my only friend being such a...a-" his fist is once again connected with the wall. A deep crack is soon revealed as his fist is lifted from the surface. "...a monster.."