Solangelo Oneshots

When the Darkness Returns

Falling,
Into an endless
pit
of
DARKNESS,
filled with sorrows and pain,
memories of those I have lost
and
will never come back.

I open my mouth to scReAM,
but.. no noise,
comes out...
It feels, as if my lungs have filled with
W
    A
T
   E
R

No one can reach me through these
|||| walls |||| that I've built.
How could they???
I'm out of  |
                |
               |
              |
    rεαch
far too d
              e
                  e
                       p

There is NO help for me NOW
the DΣΜθΝS, they like to ωhίsρεr, truly horrid things.

About how
N O  O N E
will ever love me
and about how
B I A N C A
never did.

And then YOU came,
A ray of  SUNLIGHT
βrεακs
through my
Σ crumbling  Σ
w a l l s

Years of self pity and hatred washed away and locked up, tight in a
B
O
X
                with a key only
               You
Hold.

For the fist time in years, I'm

H
A
P
P
Y

I find my self laughing more aNd MORE
you say you'll never leave me
and...
I believe you.

My past memories, filled with pain, fade away.. like a bad dream.
Almost forgotten

But...

The demons never went away.
They haunt the corners of my mind, only returning when you are away.

They.. whisper things to me, I feel the invisible ropes tugging me back into the dark place, the place I wished to never return.

Those are the bad days,
the days when you come back home and find me crying in my bed.

It was one of the bad days when you said you loved me, you thought I was asleep, but I heard.

It was one of the bad days when you moved in, and my nightmares finally stopped.

It was one of the bad days when you knelt down on one knee, with a ring in hand.

It was one of the bad days when I found myself walking down the isle.

But after that, they seemed to stop.
I felt truly happy all the time.

I knew you loved me and that I was yours, forever.

But then... you left.

It was one of the bad days again.
The key you held SO close
S
   L
      I
        P
            P
                  E
                        D
from your grasp
releasing all of the painful memories.
The
D E M O N S
returned, stronger that ever,
I felt my heart shatter into thousands of pieces as my walls rebuilt themselves.

My lungs filled with blood instead of water.

Once again... I found myself falling into and endless pit of darkness filled with sorrows and pain.
I said goodbye to the sunshine
as I
tumbled further
into
the
memories.

('°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

You guys hate me yet?

Does this even classify as 'angst'?

Anyway. I have been a HORRIBLE AUTHOR AND NOT UPDATED IN SO LONG. I is sorry ('༎ຶོρ༎ຶོ')

I have the next part for Blind Dates and Nosey Sisters written (it's pretty bad tbh) but I have to edit it. So. Here.

I had his pre-saved, I hope you enjoyed my self-induced angst-fest.

Anyway, SEND REQUESTS! Yes! I'm still taking them! Yes right now! I'll change this if I stop!

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