Shane's POV:
After the Egg Festival I go to my room, shut the door, and curl up into a ball. I never thought about these things before. I grab a beer and start drinking. I can't love her. I can't. I don't want to face the impending rejection. I don't want to fall in love with anyone.
Especially not her.
She seems kind, but fragile. Then there's me. I'm just a squishy bag of flesh that has no use in life. The beer can is empty and I go to the next one. She's just going to reject me once she knows me, once she sees who I really am. I know she will. But then I think about what if she didn't... What if she didn't reject me? What if she didn't find me repulsive? What if...
What if she loves me back? Pft, yeah right...
I don't think anyone will ever love me...right..? ...Right..?
Poke's POV:
I still remember of what I thought. The light pink tint to Shane's cheeks, his bright vibrant smile, his low-voice chuckle... It made me light-headed. He was handsome, he had a bright airy feel to him if he just let it show. I don't understand this feeling, then I realize.
It's love.
No, no, no, no, NO, NO, NO! I start crying, I can't be in love...Can I? I don't want to be in love after what I was told was love... No... "NO!" I start sobbing and eventually cry myself to sleep...
"You have to do everything I tell you Poke. Now the first thing you have to do is love me.
EVEN IF YOU DON'T WANT TO."
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Stardew Valley Shane X Female Player: Want A Light?
Fiksi PenggemarThe Female Player is supposed to be my farmer OC, Poke Dillan. WARNINGS: Swearing, *maybe ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)* but it would be later on, Depression, Alcoholism, Cutting, Suicidal Thoughts, Suicide Attempt, Sexual Abuse. Copyrights: I don't own Shane or Star...
