always let your conscience be your guide.

so i faced a fear in a horrifying way

yesterday i had my friend L's birthday party. a swimming party. and i didnt think a ton of people would be there so i brought a bikini. i showed up and so. many. people. were there. like a ton of popular (very skinny) girls. and then a few boys. and i was like. "what did i do" but since its a POOL party i had to. and it turned out okay. also if any of you remember maya, her and i talked a lot at the party