always let your conscience be your guide.

oh wow

i havent posted anything since aug 16. so. school started. i'm a freshman this year and i'm taking 3 honors classes (regular math and just spanish 2) and its honestly harder than i thought. my history teacher gives us an insane amout of homework and i have to write a paper and i dont know what to do for it. i only have 2 actual friends at school. ive broke down crying two times already. i trusted someone and then he's a jerk and i hate him. i have some friends from marching band but i wont go to school with them until next year. this just honestly arent going well. but i love marching band. its so fun and i love it. it just takes up a lot of time and sometimes i just dont want to go because that jerky friend who lied is there. so thats my rant. thanks for listening