OUT OF MIND / MYG.

SIX

i can't breathe.

no, i really can't breathe.

i promise.

this isn't for attention.

dr. choi says that i can stop myself.

but i can't.

no, you won't.

lies.

lies.

lies.

all you ever do is lie.

i just need you.

no, you want him.

i don't know.

i don't know.

all i know is that

i can't breathe.

and nobody cares.

i'm not lying.

would you believe me?

i hope you would.

maybe, you'd save me.

i'd feel your touch

and everything would be alright.

i'd stop hyperventaliting.

i'd stop crying.

i'd stop hating

no

disliking myself.

but you didn't s h o w.

i hate you.

i'm not supposed to use that word.

but i don't care.

i hate you blonde guy.

i don't even know your freaking name.

you're making me look like a freak.

delusional.

why?

what did i do?

i've been good.

i took my medicine.

i think.

i don't remember.

do you remember?

i can't feel anything.

but fear.

it's coursing through my veins.

lightning fast.

a n d i j u s t c a n ' t b r e a t h e.

sedation.

that's what it resulted to.

because my cure never arrived.

i turned blue.

missing you.