OUT OF MIND / MYG.

ELEVEN

i hate nightmares.

but i have them often.

it's because of you.

it hurts.

i feel so broken.

i want to be happy again.

but i've never been happy.

"areum, how have you been this morning?"

i heard a voice.

it was deep.

and husky.

male.

but not dr. choi.

scared.

very scared.

i didn't know she had friends.

"areum?"

concerned.

why is he concerned?

jolt.

i felt a jolt of fear spark through my body as someone lightly tapped my shoulder.

i gasp.

flinch.

out of my daze.

it's yoongi.

what's your problem?

i hate

no

dislike you.

"i'm sorry i didn't mea--"

i jump up and hug you.

because i can't contain myself.

"you came back!"

stop acting like a child.

you're seventeen years old.

not a baby.

i retract myself quickly.

mutter an apology.

and glance away.

he hates

no

dislikes me.

"it's okay. you're cute when you're clingy."

he smiles.

cute.

cute.

"cute? i've never been called cute before."

it's barely above a whisper but yoongi hears.