OUT OF MIND / MYG.

TEN

i'm doing better.

and i haven't even been taking my meds.

see, you don't need them.

you're right.

but what about dr. choi?

he's worried.

let him worry.

he's just trying to make you sicker.

what are you talking about?

dr. choi is nice.

he likes me.

he helps me.

no, i help you.

i've always been there for you.

not dr. choi.

no, me.

i know that.

i just.

he's a doctor.

he knows what he's doing.

you really believe that?

yes.

i do.

you're stupid.

worthless.

dumb.

foolish.

don't you get it?

he wants you dead.

like all the others.

no.

no, you're wrong.

and what about min yoongi?

you think he cares about you.

you are nothing to him.

just a crazy girl.

that's not true.

yoongi likes me.

i made him feel better.

he said so.

he lied.

he just said those things because he pities you.

you didn't see his looks at you?

i did.

he was freaked out.

he hates freaks like you.

that's why he barely visits his sister.

no.

no.

don't talk about yoongi.

he's not like that.

i know.

you've only talked to him once.

and trust me,

he was planning your death.

no.

stop saying that!

and what are you going to do about it?

nothing.

nothing.

that's right.

i hate you.

you know you aren't supposed to use that word.

but i hate you.

a lot.

too bad.

i'm not going anywhere.

i'll be here forever.

sorry.

not sorry.

i cried.

i screamed.