PART 22
Wiser by Blair BW
Sa mcm zombie sudah ni. Makan tiada selera, tidur pun susah. Pg kerja pun mcm ada distraction.
I called Anna.
B: Na.. I need to talk..
Anna: Okay.. why?
Suara si Anna yg mcm tdk suspect apa2 lg ni..
B: Na.. I.. (trus tiba2 sa broke down. Yg nangis mcm susah mau catch my breath)
Anna: B!! What happened! Did something happen to u in KL? Calm down B. Talk to me..
B: Na.. I'm.. I'm pregnant.
Anna: Oh Lord.. B..
B: I dont know Na. Im confused.
Anna: Siapa pnya B?
B: Brandon's..
Anna: How did he take it?
B: He wants to keep it.
Anna: So what is the problem?
B: I dont know whether I want it. Im not prepared for this Na..
Anna: Your mum tau sudah?
B: Dont tell her yet Na.. sa xtau dia buli terima ka tdk..
Anna: Whatever that is.. u have to decide B. I know abortion is not a good choice but apa ja ko decide, I will support u.
Anna pujuk2 sa that everything will be okay..
Anna: Love you B. Jaga diri bagus2..
B: Okay..
I have to tell my sister.. sa text dia cos sa rasa mcm sa x buli ni bercakap sama dia.
B: Kak.. u busy kah?
V: Tidak juga B.. why?
B: Kak.. Im so sorry..
V: Huh? Knapa ko ni?
B: sa tau u guys have high expectation on me. But I dont know now..
V: Ckp bagus2 bah.. kenapa?
B: Im pregnant. It's Brandon's..
Kakak sa lambat reply..
V: I dont know what to say B. But I understand your situation. I've been there. So apa ko mau buat?
B: I dont know yet. Pls dont tell mum.. sa takut dia sakit lg..
V: Ok B. Take a rest the baby needs it. You need it too. Apa pun.. pls dont think about abortion. Hows Brandon?
B: He wants it.
V: Good. I'll call u later when I habis kerja.. Take care B.
B: Thanks kak.
Lemah btul sa. Buduh btul ko Blair!
Si Brandon hari2 call sa ni and remind me to take my meals. Kenapa sa benci btl sama si Brandon ni. I knew it was our fault. Be it seems likes he is taking it easier than I do. Mmg lah. Bukan perut dia yg membesar. Huh!
That weekend mmg si Brandon dtg KL sbb dia nda tahan asal dia call sa nangis. Saturday dia dtg, sunday malam dia plg sdh. Dia ambik taxi sdri ambik sa di condo bru bawa pg hotel. Sbb takkan juga sa bawa dia tgl d rmh sa kan..
Brandon: Sudah lah tu by.. ksian tu baby.
B: Senang lah bah ko ckp. Sbb bkn ko yg bunting!
Emosi btul sa ni.. Brandon diam ja..
Brandon: What do u think it is? A boy? Hmm.. bgus juga klu boy. Sa mau bawa dia pg memancing.
Terketawa pula sa. Aiyaa.. bikin geram tapiii...
B: Im scared..
Brandon: Im still here..
Btul juga bah. Some girls out there berharap klu kejadian bgni tu lelaki bertanggungjawab. Sa ni mcm nda bersyukur pula. Si Brandon masih sama sa.
Brandon: When are u planning to tell the rest at home?
B: I dont know.
Brandon: Dont take too long.
B: I still want to complete my training.
Brandon: Well, they still allow u to complete it even if you're pregnant right?
B: Should be.
Brandon: Dont think too much By.
Sa masi lagi baring2 cam mayat hidup.
Brandon: If a boy, sa mau kasi nama dia Joe.
B: What? Just Joe?
Brandon: Ya. So it is easy for him to spell out his name.
Ketawa kami dua2. Aduii awal btul si Brandon pikir nama.
B: Kalau girl?
Brandon: You choose..
