By The Grace Of Katy I'm Still Breathing (Katy Perry Fanfiction)

Chapter 31 (The Big Bully)

(Catherina's POV)

I talked to the head teacher and he promised to keep everything a secret. Ashley brought me to Starbucks, while I cried my eyeballs out. I regret making the first cut on my wrist, because now I cannot seem to stop. I bring blades everywhere I go. I have some in my phone case, and some in my shoe. Katy and I haven't talked since the revenge that I took, and now I am basically alone.

Ashley went to exchange overseas for a month, so I am completely on my own. I really hoped that I could call her or she could call me, but I am grounded and stuck with Katy without a phone. Then there was the amazing Alex that tried to sneak into the house, but failed because of Katy's security system.

(Flashback...)
'You goddamn bitch should just kill yourself! You have caused pain and death of the ones that loved you!'

I kept on hearing voices since Nathan left. It seemed so easy for me to pick up a razor blade and let it run freely and swiftly across my arm and wrist. Watching the blood flow out was relaxing for me. It calmed me and made the voices go away. I started drawing on my left wrist, but eventually they are now all over my body.

I stood up from the icy floor of the bathroom, and ran cold water on the cuts. At first the stung and then they relaxed me. I grabbed a few pieces of tissue paper to dry the wound, while cleaning the blood that was still comming out. I stared at my own reflection in the mirror, wiped away my tears and rolled my sleeves down to cover the wounds.

'RINGGGGGGGGGGGGG! INTRUDING ALERT!'

I creeped out of the room to see what was happening. At the bottom of the stairs was Katy wrestling with Alex. I slide down the stairs and went to help Al. I punched Katy in the face while she pulled my hair. Alex was soon pushed away and it ended up me and Katy fighting. Shannon and Markus grabbed one of us and pulled us apart. I screamed in pain as Shannon pressed against my deepest cut.

'Catcat you have to come with me! It's Nathan's funeral in like two hours!'

'THIS LITTLE GIRL IS NOT GOING ANYWHERE! SHE HAS TO BE PUNISHED!'

Alex was pushed out of the house and I broke free from Shannon's grip. Katy was calling my name as I ran up the stairs and slammed the door. I climbed into bed and curled up and cried and burn myself.

(End of flashback)

I rolled down the sleeves and walked down the stairs with my bag on my shoulder. I went into the kitchen, and went for a cup of water. I have cut down on all food, but only drinking water. As soon as Katy entered the kitchen, I walked out without making any eye contact. I am kind of guilty of what I posted, but her not letting me go to Nathan's funeral to say goodbye is not acceptable.

Shannon drove me to school while I sat quietly and stared out of the window.

'Thanks...'

'Hey... baby girl, you don't have to afraid of me... you can have eye contact with me honestly...'

I looked at my feet and scrambled to unbuckle myself.I fell out of the car and I ran. I panicked at the sound of my own voice. I haven't said a single word in a week and hearing myself just seemed weird. I walled into the hallway as I watched everyone whisper about me. I'm that pretty girl who is so skinny and doesn't talk.

'HEY SLUT! WHERE ARE YOU GOING? FINDING A ROOM AND SOMEONE SO THAT YOU CAN GET LAID?'

'YEAH WHORE! GET A ROOM AND GET OUT OF MY WAY!'

The jocks have been calling me ugly names since I got attacked last week in the girls' changing room. I ignored them and kept on walking, but they pushed me against the lockers and made me facepalm the ground and I dropped everything. I quickly picked up all my things and ran into the washroom.

I have been bullied for not having a laptop, an Iphone and everything. I feel so isolated, I have never felt like this before. I was the queen bee and everyone wanted to be friends to me. I had never understood the feelings of those who are isolated, but now I am stepping in their shoes. I dodged the jocks whenever I have to switch classes, but they are just so fast and everywhere.

'YO BITCH! WHERE ARE YOU GOING? YOU SHOULD JUST GO AND FUCK YOURSELF!'

The tallest member slapped me across the face. I fell to the ground and he came close and punched me in the eye. The head teacher walked by and everyone evacuated the place. The head teacher gave me a helping hand and picked me up, then helping me collect my books.

'Catherina what happened?'

I simply shook no and walked towards the lockers. As I unlocked my combination, blops of shaving cream and wet tissues fell out of it. I winced in disguise and clawed the dirty materials out. I felt something with eight sticks, but only to find that it was a spider that was the size of my palm.

I moved back and fell onto the floor. I screamed I screamed in horror as I saw it as a whole. It was huge.

'This is unacceptable! How can they buply the new girl?'

The head teacher picked up a broom and hit the goddamn spider. I sat on the floor and was shaking like crazy. As the head teacher called the janitor for help cleaning up my locker, I took the chance and grabbed my bag and ran away, out of the school and onto the streets.

(Katy's POV)

Work has never been crazier for me. With the situations of Catcat, I have no idea how to focus at the studio. Catcat locked herself up in her room for almost forever. She couldn't even stand to be in the same room as I am in. I wemt to Santa Barbara to work on a few songs, Shannon was in charge, and I really hope that things will get better.

'Hello Miss Perry?'

'Catherina Grace Hudson ran away after the first period, do you have any idea where she is? She is not allowed to leave school grounds without special permission during school hours.'

'Oh my god I will be on my way, I am so sorry for the trouble.'

I hanged up and slumped onto the floor. I threw my phone but Tamra caught it and put it back on the table. I let out a desperate scream and buried my head into my palms. How can a girl be so much trouble?

'Hey what's up Katy? You look troubled after the phone call.'

'GOD DAMN IT! WILL SHE EVER GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK? CATCAT RAN AWAY FROM SCHOOL! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?'

'DUH? GO AND FIND HER! SHE IS FOURTEEN AND IS REALLY UPSET AND STUFF! WHO KNOWS WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO HER OR WHAT SHE WILL DO WHEN SHE IS ALONE ON THE STREETS?'

'HOLY SHIT! OKAY LET'S GO!'

I grabbed my phone and keys and sprinted out of the studio.

(Catherina's POV)

I ran and ran until I reached a mall. I walked around and window shopped while not paying much attention to whatever that was displayed in beautiful shops. I felt a gush of sourness in my mouth tasting like rotten cheese. I went into the ladies' room and got rid of all gross substances. The smell of perfume in Bath And Body Works made me feel sick. It used to be my scent, but now I just cannot stand it.

I left the mall and walked on the quiet streets, while fiddling with my fingers. I was drowning in my own thoughts until I heard a car honk at me.

'Holy shit...' I muttered under my breath...

A/N
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