By The Grace Of Katy I'm Still Breathing (Katy Perry Fanfiction)

Chapter 55 (Will This Be The End?)

(Catherina's POV)

Josh and I packed everything and got into a cab. Our flight was in an two hours, and I really cannot afford to miss this flight as the next one to Spain is in another 6 hours. By that time, Katy would surely be here, and I really do not want to see her in JFK. Josh and I checked in as we sped walked to the imigration. I felt a pair of hands land on my shoulders, turning me around, and all I see is Katy right in front of me. She burst into tears as she pulled me into a tight hug. Think fast Catcat... think fast Catcat... Josh was standing next to me petrified. I waited until she stopped talking and then I spoke to her...

'Que se passe-t-il? Qu'est-ce que vous pensez même que vous faites? Lâchez-moi!' (What the hell? What do you even think you are doing? Get off!)

Katy understood exactly what I said, oh wait... she knows a little French... ouch...

'Baby I know that this is you... please don't mess with me, I really cannot take this anymore... it hurts me so much... I really thought that you were gone.'

'Qu'est-ce que tu racontes? Quel est le probléme avec bous? Je ne vous connais mêmé pas! Lâchez-moi maintenant!' (What are you talking about? What is wrong with you? I don't even know you! Get off me now!'

'S'il vous plaît ne plaisante pas avac moi, j'ai vraiment besion de vous revoir... Je vous ai déjà perdu trop longtemps, vous devez recenir à la maison avec moi...' (Please do not mess with me... I really need to have you back... I already have lost you for too long, you have to come back home with me...'

I shook Katy's grip off me as she pleaded me. I turned away and gave her my middle finger. People around us laughed at her as they clapped they hands at my exit. I smiled and walked off as cool as I could and into he lounge, trying my best to hold back my tears and guilt for humiliating and denying Katy in public.

'Katy...this is not her... that woman is a very mean french, and she does not even look too much like Catcat... come on, let's keep on looking...'

'That was her! I know that!'

'She does not even know who you are! Come on! That woman has been living under a rock, she does not even know who Katy Perry is!'

(Katy's POV)

I watched as people stared at me, video me and laugh at me. Catcat was still standing there pretending that she did not know me... Tamra and the others are all convinced that it was not her. Catcat pushed me off and then walked off with that guy. There was nothing that I could do... she hates me, and I might never see her again in my life. Angela escorted me to the opposite direction of where Catcat was heading... 

'Katy why did you hammer that girl? You know that clearly cannot be her, she did not even look like Catcat, I am very sorry if those photos led you on, but she is gone, she is not going to come back, you have to focus and take care of Lily's baby twins and your own life... Catcat would not want to see you like this if she were still here...'

'SHE IS STILL HERE! THAT'S CATCAT IN THE FLESH JUST NOW!'

'No that is not Catcat... Catcat does not even look like her, we all understand that this is all because you miss her so much Katy, but you really cannot say that every girl with blonde hair and looks pretty is Catcat, Katy we are so sorry but Catcat is gone, she is not going to come back... but one day you will be with her again, that will be years away, but you have to understand that you will be with your baby girl once again in heaven. Meanwhile you have to treasure what is still here at the moment, grieving cannot be the rest of your life. There is so much in your life Katy, so much colour, you have to let the light in to live on. Catcat would never want to see you like this because she loves you...'

'But... I swear that is Catcat!'

'Oh my god Katheryn... why did we even fly all this way to New York? Gosh Angela! You should not have shown her all those nonsense! See? Now you led your sister on again! Katheryn darling you have to breath... she is gone, I know that it is really hard, and that it is not possible for me to understand your pain, but I am a mom too, I know the bond that you had with Catcat, just like I have with you. Katheryn you have to breath and get going with your life. This is the journey, I know for sure this is not the ideal one, but time will heal the pain...'

'Mom... I really want Catcat back... she is gone all because of me, I drove her away... if I had never given her away she would still be here and she would not hate me!'

Mom opened her mouth but nothing came out, she knew that this is not the time to argue with me about that sensitive topic. I stormed away as they all followed me, closely but keeping the distance. 

(Josh's POV)

Cathy has been sitting in the sofa as I took food from the counter of the lounge. She has been wailing for the past half an hour, and there is just absolutly nothing that I could do about that. She curled herself up, as she pulled onto her hair. I sat still across her, munching on a sandwich. I stared at her, but she seemed to completely not realise my presence. I know that she was in her own thoughts, probably blaming herself for what she has done... I kept on watching her until her limbs moved in a jerky way and she screamed. 

Everyone in the lounge turned around and looked at us. I put down all my food and rushed to her side. I wrapped her in my arms and kissed her forehead. Cathy was trembling and tears kept falling from her eyes. I could feel a wet patch on my chest where she was leaning on. 

'Hey are you alright?'

'I just dissed Katy Josh... How could I do that? I really miss her, although a part of me is still angry at her for everything. I hate myself for putting her through hell, no one deserved that. She knew that it was me, but no one would believe her, they would just all think that she is nuts...'

'Hey Cathy, you did what you had to do alright? Put it all this way, you hide from her to protect her, you are doing her a favour. When she finds out she would know that you did her good and loved her. I promise that everything would be better, this will all be over soon.'

'Over? I really do not think so... John and Alex are on all the wrong tracks! How can it be my parents? This is so impossible!'

'Things will get better, I promise you...'

'It doesn't feel like it at all Josh, it hurts so much, I miss family and my home...'

'Awwww babe...'

We arrived in Spain and we quickly settled in. Cathy refused to talk to m. John and Alexis has been calling her cell for the past few hours, but she just sat there doing nothing and stare at the walls. The next few days she mostly stayed in, while I occasionally went out and sang to earn some money. Cathy could not really perform with me anymore, as she is afraid someone might find her and get to her. 

(John's POV) 

'Alex please stop screaming! I am trying to convince that XXX person! Oh my god it is not my fault that Katy found Catcat at the airport! Catcat walked off! You could see for yourself!'

'SHE CAN BE IN GREAT DANGER RIGHT NOW! SHE IS NOT PICKING UP HER CELL! OH MY GOD WHAT IS HAPPENING?'

'Shut up! XXX has replied to me! He said for us to meet up!'

'WHAT?'

'Yes! That is exactly what that perv said!'

'We could finally stop him!'

 A/n

Hey! Sorry for not updating! I hope that this is an okay chapter! I promise the next few ones will be more interesting and fun as I will soon reveal who XXX is and every single detail! Be sure to stay tuned!

Tiffany :)