By The Grace Of Katy I'm Still Breathing (Katy Perry Fanfiction)

Chater 43 (You Can't Check Out Of My Life... Not Without A Goodbye...)

(Katy's POV)
'Catcat please I am so sorry! Please don't call the cops! I can't go to jail!'

'At this time under the circumstances all you care is about yourself going to jail now? I don't even know you!'

'You do know me! I'm still that Katy! I'm still the same Katy! I'm still the Katy that you know!'

'I don't know who you are anymore! HOW CAN YOU KIDNAP A FIVE YEAR-OLD AND NOT TELL ME ABOUT IT AFTER YOU LOST HER! THE KATY THAT I KNEW WOULD NEVER DO THIS! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME? SHE IS MY SISTER! YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE HER! YOU HAD A PROBLEM WITH ME, THEN DEAL WITH ME! HOW CAN TAKE SUCH A YOUNG KID? TAMMY IS DEFENSELESS!'

'I'm so sorry Catcat! But please just hear me out...'

'I don't think that I will ever be able to look at you in the same way...'

Catcat turned her back and ran up the stairs. Oh my god how can I kidnap her sister? I'm so stupid! I heard loud noises coming from her room, so I ran up the stairs and started knocking on her door.

'Catcat honey what's that noise? Please just answer me!'

I place my hand on the doorknob, it would turn, but it wouldn't open. Catcat was sitting against the door crying. Her phone buzzed, then she locked the door and left the side of the door. I went back down the stairs and sat on the couch. What I did was undpforgivable. I knew that it was useless trying to get Catcat to talk to me, let alone forgive me. Phoning Shannon or anyone would be useless too, because even the closest friend of mine will hate me for what I did.

It was after an hour when Catcat came down the huge marble staircase. I stood up and smiled faintly at her, letting her know that I am really really sorry. Catcat looked at me for a split of a second, and pulled her eyes off me, as if I am a really filthy creature. Well I am a really filthy creature. Catcat used her bony fingers to wipe away falling tears, then pulled something from behind her back.

'No please don't Catcat! I can't lose you again! Don't leave please!'

'You've already lost me. It's a little too late for anything. I can't keep on living here and pretend everything is okay. When I was depressed I could still put on a show and stay here, but I can't take THIS. I'm sorry I have to go.'

'A show?'

'From day one I didn't want to leave home. I loved you, I really did, that's why I moved here to make you happy, but I can't do this anymore... I... Can't just live here... And pretend that you did not... Take my sister away from me...'

'Please.... I'll do anything to find her... Please don't leave... I can't lose you... I love you...'

'Maybe you do... But I can't do this...'

I walked over to Catcat and held her hand. I could see that there were fresh cuts on her wrists again, they were definitely from just now. Catcat pulled away and gave me a little box.

'Don't touch me. Take this, consider this a gift from me to you, for bringing me to this world. And don't come looking for me.'

'No... Please.... No... Catcat I'm so sorry....'

'Maybe you are. Bye Katy.'

Catcat put down her set of keys on the table and took her suitcase and bag with her. She opened the front door and walked out without looking back at me. The door slammed shut with a bang. That was it, she's gone... And never coming back to me again.

(Catherina's POV)
Katy took Tammy... Katy lost Tammy... How could she? I have a very strong idea on who took Tammy at the beach, but still it was Katy who lost Tammy. I went into my room when a text came.