By The Grace Of Katy I'm Still Breathing (Katy Perry Fanfiction)

Chapter 35 (You Can't Keep Ignoring Me)

'Cathy honey... you can't come with me, you have to go back...'

'Why? Don't you want me near you? Nathan I don't want to go back... I want to be here, with you, where I really don't have to worry about any pains.'

'I want you here with me too, but you can't...'

'Why?'

'You have Katy... she loves you so much... you guys just got back together, you can't just run off...'

'I can... she hates me... I am just trouble... you know what I did to her twitter account...'

'Yeah about that... honey how could you?'

'I... I was angry... and upset...'

'You know that you can't blame her... she is clueless!'

'I... I don't care! I'm not going back! No one likes me anyways!'

'Cathy, Alex and Katy loves you...'

'But... it hurts... I just want to stay here... please?'

'Go back... they need you... I will be here forever, waiting for you...'

'But by then I will be all old and ugly...'

'Nevermind, I will still love you, I promise...'

'I love you too Nathan... but... I really don't want to deal with life... ending it is just so much easier...'

'You are strong... I know that...'

'I need you Nathan...'

'I need you too Cathy, but I'll be here watching, I am still here, I haven't left...'

'You are gone... all I have is Natherina...'

'I have never left, I had always been with you...'

'Where?'

'In your heart... I will never leave, not unless you kick me out...'

'I will never kick you out...'

'Go back to Katy and move on with your life. Cathy, you have to stop grieving, you are only 14, you have a bright future in front if you... don't waste your time, find another prince, I am sure someone else will treat you as well as I did...'

'Nathan I-'

I was silenced by a long kiss. I followed Nathan's pace and we connected. I felt him holding my heart, our heads touched for a last time and then he faded away.

'Goodbye Cathy, I love you...'

I was left alone in the big white room, the stairs was no where to be found, I ran around desperatly until I wobbled and fell, my world was suddenly quiet, and boom! Darkness surrounded me.

(Katy's POV)

'Fifteen!' The doctor's deep voice boomed.

It had been fifteen minutes since Catcat's heart stopped. Shannon, by now, had returned with the coffee. I chewed on her shirt as we waited, with the doctors shouting and screaming. Catcat's foster parents were on a freaking cruise, where they are basically stranded in the middle of the ocean, no way getting here. Markus went to get Alexis, hoping that she would be able to see her best friend.

'Miss Perry, this has certainly been a miricle, usually patients won't survive after their heart stopped for fifteen minutes. Catherina survived, and now she is awake.'

'Oh thank god!'

I shuffled pass the doctor but he grabbed my arm.

'I'm sorry, but she is terrified... be careful of what you say to her...'