Me - You are worried about me?
( If you want you can read this chapter with this song - Ed Sheeran: I see fire )
Harry - That's not a racional question. Of course I am worried about you! / he says with his eyes almost closed.
Me - I know. / I end up saying.
He gets close to me and sits besides me.
Harry - I will always be here for you okay? Please don't you ever forget that.
When he ends up the phrase a flashback comes to my mind.
" I was in the hospital, the doctor was looking at me with a worried face. I couldn't move, I couldn't feel anything.
Harry walks through the door of the room and looks at me with the teers on his eyes.
The doctor looks at him and tells him something that I can't understand... He starts crying.
Yes, he was crying and I've never seen somemone crying that much.
I could see in his eyes he was doing his best to not cry in front of the doctor.
Doctor - You have to be optimist.
Harry - I can't. I love her, god I love her so much. If anything happens to her I just can't...
Doctor - Yes you can son. We will do our best, we will not give up on her and I want you to do the same.
Harry - Of course I will, I will always be here for her. I can't lose her, I just CAN'T! tHIS CAN'T be happening!
Doctor - We believe she is going to be good and that she will wake up.
Harry - This is all my fault.
Doctor - It's not anyones fault.
Harry - Yes it is.
Doctor - Don't think like that, I'm going to call the nurse.
The doctor leaves the room and Harry picks up a cup that was on the table and crashes it to the wall.
Harry - You can't die. You can't die. You can't... I can't leave without you. I just can't.
He starts crying again. His eyes were red like blood, it was hurting me see him like that.
Harry - This is all because of me! You'r here because of me... "
Sudentlly the flash back stops and I come to reality again.
Harry - Lea... Are you okay? I have to tell you something Lea.
My head starts burning like it was going to explode. I cant't take the pain and start screaming. It felt like I couldn't ear a thing, I couldn't feel nothing, only the pain, pain all over my body.
Harry - LEA! I'm gonna call somenone!
I see Harry runing ot the door. I couldn't take the pain anymore, it was too strong. I've never felt nothing like that before. I try to fait it but I end up passing out before Harry comes back with the doctor.
-------------------------- next day ----------------------------------
I wake up. I couldn't feel my harms or my legs. I try to open my eyes but it's too hard so I close them.
I don't know what happened. I just remember the pain.
I ear the room door opening and I ear Harry's voice . He enters with the doctor.
Harry - Please tell me she will be okay. I have to ear that she is going to be fine.
Doctor - Don't worry but. We'r a little bit conserned about waht she felt, she was screaming and we don't know what happened.
Harry - I don't, I just... I don't know what happened.
This doctor. I know this voice... 'course i know, it's from my flashback, it has to be the same doctor!
Doctor - Harry, what are you trying to do?
Harry - What you mean?
Doctor - You know she is fragille. She will remember the past Harry and you are not helping her.
Harry - Let's just don't talk about that here okay?
Doctor - Yes but you know Im right. It was your decision Harry and know you came back. That's not good for her.
Harry - I can't...
Doctor - Yes you can. I did what you asked, know you have to do your part.
Harry - I can't! I tried! I really did. But I've resolved all okay?
Doctor - This is not healthy for her Harry. You have to make a decision. Helping her, or just care more about you.
Harry - Thta's not true! I would give up of my life for her! YOU KNOW that!
This conversation is turning to something very strange. " The past " ? I don't understand. I remember everything about my past. This is making me confused.
I know Harry has a lot of secrets but... I 'm really not understanding this one, more then the others this seems too make him mad and nervous.
They are talking about me like if they've already meet me before. It seems like the doctor know Harry and his life but... How? What happened on the past?
Why is he saying that Harry is bad for me? I can't live without him, how can that bebad for me?
I just can't keep my eyes closed, I have to open them. I have to see of that doctor is the doctor I saw. I have to open my eyes.
I open my eyes the fast as I can and I see...
21st chapter! I'm sorry, I know that it tooked too long ( please don't kill me ) but I will be posting more chapters because I'm gonna be on vacation next week! :)
But please tell me if you'r liking because I don't know if you are and I think it's not worth it to keep writing :s
This will be probably be one of the lastest chapters if I don't have a response from you guys, please, if you like tell me with a comment so I can keep writing and I really want to keep writing this fan fiction to you! Many things are still to happen.
Love you all :) please tell me something ;) If you love it... of you hate it... well, just tell me you love it ;D ( just kidding, give your opinion you can be honest and I want you to be! )
xo Maffy
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Hayran Kurgu" I wont leave you okay? " " You don't have to. " / I said him. She will meet him there. They will fall in love, they will fall and love. But she's just a girl that doesn't have any friends and that never stays. She's Lea, read the fic and meet her...
