24th Chapter - " Him with me "

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I was about to tell him everything. I was about to tell him that I love him and that he is the only one in my life that's important for me but the phone rings. God! The perfect time!

Harry - Do you want me to answer?

Me - No, I'll do it.

#CallOn

xx - Swetie, Lea??

I can't believe this voice is from my moms'! She's calling me! It must happened something, I'm surprised.

Me - Yes.

Mom - How are you sweetie?

Me - Fine.

Mom - What's wrong?

Me - I just came home form the hospital mom, I'm tired.

Mom - Hospital?

Me - Yes, from the hospital. You didn't knew?

Mom - Of course I didn't. I would've called you.

Me - I don't want you to call me mom! i want you to be worried about me. I want you here at home not travelling without telling me a thing!

Mom - Be carefull with what you say Lea!

Me - I'm just saying you don't care about me.

Mom - That's not true!

Me - Yes it is! If it's not please come home, I don't have anyone else mom.

Mom - I can't Lea! I'm in a middle of something important.

Me - Anything is more important than me. I get it.

Mom - That's not...

Me - True? Sure, course not. Just forget it. Why did you called?

Mom - I wanted ot know how you were.

Me - Well, now you know.

Mom - Stop talking with me like that Lea! Don't make me angry.

Me - Course not. I won't sargent.

Mom - Stop it Lea!

Me - We talk when you're back. Bye.

#CallOf

Harry looks at me worried.

Harry - Are you okay Lea?

Me- It just hurts me to think that she treats me like this. I'm not important for her.

Harry - Don't say that.

Me - It's true Harry. I just wanna disapear.

Harry - If you do that I'll find you. / he says smiling. I laugh.

Harry - I made you laugh. That's good.

Me - Only you to make smile right now.

Harry - Anytime.

Me - I just wanna sleep and forget this day.

Harry - Okay...

I go to the bathrroom and while I'm brushing me teeth I try to brush my mind. Brush of my mind all the things I don't want to believe. It seems like I don't have a mother and I was at the hospital because I was helping a friend that doesn't cares about me. I thought he did. But he just don't talks with me. The only friend I tought I had.

I think too much. That's my problem. I thought my mother loved me, I thought I had a friend, I thought New York were was going to be different.

Why do I even care? I don't now, I guees I never knew. 

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