I was about to tell him everything. I was about to tell him that I love him and that he is the only one in my life that's important for me but the phone rings. God! The perfect time!
Harry - Do you want me to answer?
Me - No, I'll do it.
#CallOn
xx - Swetie, Lea??
I can't believe this voice is from my moms'! She's calling me! It must happened something, I'm surprised.
Me - Yes.
Mom - How are you sweetie?
Me - Fine.
Mom - What's wrong?
Me - I just came home form the hospital mom, I'm tired.
Mom - Hospital?
Me - Yes, from the hospital. You didn't knew?
Mom - Of course I didn't. I would've called you.
Me - I don't want you to call me mom! i want you to be worried about me. I want you here at home not travelling without telling me a thing!
Mom - Be carefull with what you say Lea!
Me - I'm just saying you don't care about me.
Mom - That's not true!
Me - Yes it is! If it's not please come home, I don't have anyone else mom.
Mom - I can't Lea! I'm in a middle of something important.
Me - Anything is more important than me. I get it.
Mom - That's not...
Me - True? Sure, course not. Just forget it. Why did you called?
Mom - I wanted ot know how you were.
Me - Well, now you know.
Mom - Stop talking with me like that Lea! Don't make me angry.
Me - Course not. I won't sargent.
Mom - Stop it Lea!
Me - We talk when you're back. Bye.
#CallOf
Harry looks at me worried.
Harry - Are you okay Lea?
Me- It just hurts me to think that she treats me like this. I'm not important for her.
Harry - Don't say that.
Me - It's true Harry. I just wanna disapear.
Harry - If you do that I'll find you. / he says smiling. I laugh.
Harry - I made you laugh. That's good.
Me - Only you to make smile right now.
Harry - Anytime.
Me - I just wanna sleep and forget this day.
Harry - Okay...
I go to the bathrroom and while I'm brushing me teeth I try to brush my mind. Brush of my mind all the things I don't want to believe. It seems like I don't have a mother and I was at the hospital because I was helping a friend that doesn't cares about me. I thought he did. But he just don't talks with me. The only friend I tought I had.
I think too much. That's my problem. I thought my mother loved me, I thought I had a friend, I thought New York were was going to be different.
Why do I even care? I don't now, I guees I never knew.
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Wild Heart
Fanfiction" I wont leave you okay? " " You don't have to. " / I said him. She will meet him there. They will fall in love, they will fall and love. But she's just a girl that doesn't have any friends and that never stays. She's Lea, read the fic and meet her...
