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Weak// Chap. 1

Publish date: July 24, 2017

♡Sam♡

*dream*

Hi, I'm Sam Golbach. Well there's not much about me, but I am gay. Sorry homophobes, you can leave.

Okay let's go on to what you all have came here for. Which isn't much... But it's enough to make you want to murder the author...

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I was sitting on the couch sipping the strong drink from my plain red solo cup, I know classic teenage party. Amazing. Every one is happy, dancing, and drunk. Well almost everyone. People are either depressed, mad, or happy when they come here.

I simply, give no fucks. See when you give no fucks, you're happier! I guess, no I'm not confused about my gender! I'm a boy, I'm not confused about my sexuality, im gay I've been gay for 5 years, it's obvious. No i don't dress like a girl. Jeez, I don't act like a girl. I just kinda have a gay vibe, ya know?

I do have a crush, OMG, you all are so judgy, I'm not like girls! He's not on the football team! Or baseball! He does no sports! Besides fuck every boy in the school, okay that us exaggeration, he literally does nothing. He is 18, and can turn a straight man gay. And it's actually really easy for him. Not surprising really!

Now our relationship is complicated, well we are best friends. Yeah my best friend is a gay fuckboy, every girl drools over him. I don't know why, because they know they dont have a chance with him. Just like me! I can't be with him. It's just impossible.

Look I do things, I get out and sit in the yard and read or play on my phone, that's basically all I do. But there's one thing. I can never do, is tan! I'm the whitest white pers-

"Sam, SAM!" I snapped out of my trance to see Colby, I rolled my eyes, And replied "What dude?" (Friend zone much?)

"You ready to go home?" Colby said, yeah he doesn't like staying at party's long. Because he knows how I am, at this point I'm just a little tipsy.

"Yeah let's go," I get off the fairly nice furniture, and push through the dancing people that almost all go to my school.

Oh! Did I tell you this is a back to school party? Yup, senior year. God bless me. I don't get bullied, but there are alot of LGBT+ community people at my school and supporters. So that's why I dont get bullied.

"So, Sam.." I just melted. He said that so suductivly.

I looked over at him and hummed letting him know I was listening. "Want to grab a bite to eat, and take it home.."

Oh my gosh, I hate him right know why is he t- I felt something on my thigh, a hand! I turn my head back to Colby and gave him a weird look. I could see the smirk on his lips.. Oh my gosh is this really happening? He turned down a road I was not familiar with, kinda like a trail off road. He pulled into the woods, my heart was racing.

He turned off the head lights and turned the ones in the car on. I looked at him one more time and he was already staring at me. I didn't know what to do so I just sat still.

He let out a snicker, and unbuckled he took his hand off my thigh, and it tingles were his hand was. He pressed a botton hat made my chair scoot back, "Oh baby boy." he chuckled out.

My breathe hitched.

*ring ring*

Oh shit, I thought as I raise up out of the comfort of my blankets..