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Weak// Chap. 18

♡Colby♡

I sat in the hospital chair holding sams cold hand and he was pale. Well paler than usual.

It's been 4 weeks and I really wish he would wake up. The door opened and I turn my head towards it and there was Katrina. She has tear stained cheeks she came over and held my shoulder. It was silent for a minute.

"You should go home and get new set of clothes," she spoke low. But she spoke so low that I could barely hear here. It was like she posted her voice. Like she was screaming for hours.

I didn't want to leave but as much as I hates to admit to it it was true I do stink. I slept like raw fish that was thrown in a dumpster with a dead cat and a few limbs from a human. That's how bad I smelt. It's been 2 weeks since I've had a bath, well left this room at that.

The doctor and nurses think I'm pretty depressing and I kinda hate it. I haven't smile in 4 weeks. What do they expect? My best friend is almost dead!

Well enough with arguing with people in my mind. I stood up and didn't make eye contact with Katrina not once.

"Hey Colby," I stopped in my tracks which was only two feet away from her really. I turn on my heals and stare her straight in the eyes because the room was dim she probably couldn't see my eyes. I towered over her body. "Look I know you think this is all your fault but it's not. And I know you feel alone and I just want you to know I'm here.. I also know Sam and you were closer than usual best friends, uhm, but I know I will never love him as much as you do. But I just want you to know I'm here for you at all times. Just call me."

It was a bit muffled because it was in my chest  but I understood every word she said.

She grabbed my fore arm and pulled me into a embrace. I excepted it and hugged back. It felt so amazing to hug some one. It kinda made me wanna cry. But I couldn't do hat. Not now. Well at least not in public.

I rush to Sam and I's apartment and look around. Everything was how we left it... I sat my keys on the counter and walked to Sam's room. Everything is it place and It made me feel empty again. Well actually that feeling never left really.

I shut his door rather harsh and go to mine. I gather clothes and walked to the bathroom. We didn't have the biggest bathroom but it worked right?

I stood in the shower for at least an hour thinking. Which shouldn't  be a motive right now. Considering I'm pretty depressed. Also my phone has been dead for days so I had to charge that.

What if I hadn't told sam to get out of my room for the most stupid reason? I'm so stupid I should have just held him in my arms while I had a chance! Now I can't do that!

I slammed my hand on the wall and tuned the water off and climbed out letting the cold air hit my freshly wet skin. I cried off and put my clothes on. I put on my needed necessities. And packed a bag for the hospital because I knew I was gonna be there for a while.

I look at myself in the mirror. I looked so drained and tired it was disgusting. I just wanted to break every mirror in the word so I didn't have to look at those huge black and green bags under my eyes. My eyes were darker than usual.

I grunt and swing the door open. I walk to my room in a slow pase. I went to my closet and grabbed a bag for my clothes. I walked to my dresser and gathered clothes.

I jumped as my phone became to Blaire that annoying ringtone on the other end of the room. I rolled my eyes and groan. I look at the caller ID and It was Katrina. The phone fiddled in my fingers and I went to pick if up. Finally I successfully was on the phone with her. "Hello?" My voice was shaking because I knew she had a Pacific reason why she called me.

"Colby! Colby! He's awake! Colby oh my he's awake come now come!" I heard her shaky voice as she was so happy a smile grew on my face. The line grew silent before I could even say goodbye.

I grabbed my pay and yanked my charger out of the wall running out of the room and grabbing my keys and ran out of the apartment not even bothering locking it because our Loby was packed with camera and the halls were too. I ran franticly down the hall dogging anyone getting in my way. I had the biggest smile on my face. I climbed in my car pressing the start button. I drove off as fast as I could. I sped to the hospital. It was silent. Complete silence. But it didn't feel like complete silence anymore.

I was finally at the hospital and I jumped out of my car rushing to Sam's hospital room. And as soon as I did there were nurses and police. Katrina crying to the doctor. That's when my smile started to fade. I ran up to Katrina grabbing her and making her look at me forcefully.

She looked at me in the eyes and was crying. Her eyes already bloodshot.

"What's wrong?!" I some what screamed at her making her jump and her son and grab my chest.

"H-he is gone gone! I don't know where he went h-he just disappeared out of thin air! I was gone for T-three minutes C-Colby only three and he d-disappeared!" She clinched to my body and I gave her a questioned look. I pushed her off me going to Sam's room that was some what blocked by police nurses and doctors. I look at Sam's bed and he's not there.

There was a breeze come over my bare legs since I was wearing shorts. I look over and the window is opened. Wide. Wide enough for Sam to climb out of.

I stood there for at least 3 minutes at max. Hot tears streamed down my face and I sobbed.

Why? Why every fucking time? Does he hate me? Is he scared of me? What if I did something? What did I do?

"Sir I'm gonna have to ask you to leave." I look to my left to see a police officer that was holding his belt buckle with a stern face. I slowly walked out of the room.

Here I was. Alone. Just like I was before. At least I had a few minutes to be happy right?

WHY did Sam run away though?

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I think guys there is only 1 chapter left for this book and then I'm going to edit it and as soon as I'm done editing this book I will publish the sequel? Sounds good? I promise I'm not just gonna let Sam run out of colbys life like that. I wouldn't have made this book if so. I'm not that mean.

Also thanks so much for 15k reads! I can't beilive this! Really I didn't think we would get this far!

But none of y'all can miss the sequel because, well that's when Sam comes back ;)