Weak ♡ Solby | ✔

Weak// Chap. 15

♡Sam♡

It's been a few weeks, colby and I are settled into our apartment. We have separate rooms but Colby ends up in my room usually, because of my loud sobs. I try to hold them in my pillow but it never really works.

L.A. is way worst then Kansas, you are surrounded by people who know who you are, and what you've done. I've reactivated my account because my mom had sent pictures from were my fans were, very depressed from when I had left. But Colby had it way worst. One of his fans committed suicide and it has him depressed. Not badly but enough to make him think about life hard and heavy. I don't like seeing him like this.

I don't understand why she took her life over my boyf- bestfriend. Uhm alright, Right now Colby and I are sitting on the couch. My head was laying on his lap, he was playing with my hair as he stares me in the eyes. His blue eyes peirce through mine making me melt. I gave him a weak smile. He started to lean down, my heart skipped a few beats. The last time we had kissed was when we were leaving Kansas. I was getting nervous, by the second.

But all that dropped because I felt his lips on mine. And there's always this feeling, I can't ever explain, it's more then fire, it's more then anything. Nothing can explain how I feel when he kisses me, we stayed like that for a few seconds. Until he leaned up with a groan sending he was in pain. I knitt my eyebrows together in confusion.

"What's wrong?" I questioned, as he leaned back with his eyes closed. I raised up from his lap and was now sitting straight up.

"My back it's been aching for the past few days." He opened his eyes that always pierced mine. I stand up from the couch. He gave me a confused look.

"Lay down, on your stomach," I smiled. His confused look never left his face. I rolled my eyes playfully. "I'm going to give you a massage.

He smiled weakly and turned on his stomach hesitantly, he looked so stiff. I sat on his butt and started to massage his back.

*can get sexual*

A few minutes later I shifted in my spot and Colby let out a moan. I stopped, I sat completely still in shock. I swallowed my spit. I became nervous.

Oh my, did I do that? I think I did. This is so embarrassing.

"Get up," Colby said demanding. I got up quickly and never made eye contact with him. I wanted to but I knew for a fact I couldn't. He would see my tomato colored cheeks.

He was now off the couch and he grabbed my wrist roughly yanking me to his room. I stayed quite. He shut and locked the door behind him throwing me on the bed. His eyes looked like they wanted something.

He walked over to me slowly and I gulped, not exactly knowing what's going on. He climbed on top of me, my breath became unsteady.

He grabbed my face roughly, I looked him in the eyes until he smashed his lips with mine. Our lips moved roughly together. We were both deep into the kiss. I felt something on my leg. Oh My.

Me knowing the obvious of what it was, I started to grow too. My shorts tightened. Colby bucked his hips with mine and I let out a moan. He parted our lips and went down my neck. Leaving probably very noticeable purple spots. He was now at my collar bone, I let out a needy moan and threw my head back. To give him more space. I felt him nibble on my collar bone and soon let go. He came back up with a smirk. He started to go back down from the break, but his phone dinged.

He groaned and grabbed it from the bed side. I was being nosy and decided to look too, since he was on top of me and his phone was right under my face I could see anything. It was from Twitter. He opened it, someone, I forgot about had sent a video no one has ever seen except Colby and I. It was us two in the parking lot in Kansas. Kissing. I gasp at who had sent it

It was....