Late at night here I lay awake wishing upon a star
It's 3 a.m. yet all I can think about is death
Here I lay wishing I could sleep and never awaken to a new day
Nothing left to keep me from dying tonight
Before my body became my canvas
Before my blade became my brush
I remember all the good times I had with you
I hope you are able to forgive me
Once my body becomes my canvas
Once my blade becomes my brush
And now here I lay with a body full of scars
As the floor becomes red with my blood
My vision becomes a blur
My body becomes numb
I remember seeing your face with tears
Screams were heard from you
But there's nothing you can do to save me
For I have given up on this miserable life I live in
So darling forgive me for everything I did to hurt you
I did what the voices told me to do
To let my body be my canvas and my blade be my brush
No one can save me now darling
My life is nothing but a war between life and death
And it seems I have lost this war
While my demons are laughing at me
I'm nothing but a pathetic fool
Listen do you hear anything coming from up above
I do and it's none other than my demons taunting me
My body lays motionless full of scars
Am I finally a beautiful master piece yet
My blade falls to the ground stained with blood
Darkness is all I see as I listen to my slowing heartbeat
My body full of scar is my canvas
My blade stained with blood is my brush
My life is nothing but a war between life and death
My body will forever be my canvas
My blade will forever be my brush
And together we are art
No matter what anyone says
My body is my canvas
My blade is my brush
My body is made for my brush to create art
