Alone in the dark gun in my hand
With trembling hand I wrote my final letter
Afraid to make any noise I leave no turning back
Walking down the road hands in my pocket
Cold night nothing but the sound of the wind
My gun hidden in my hoodie as I walk away
Remembering all the memories I had with you
All the fun times I had with you I'll never forget
Many stupid fights we had yet I stayed with you
Many reasons for me to stay yet I no longer wish to stay
Looking up into the night sky filled with stars
Pull out my gun point it towards my head
Boom is all I heard before everything goes black
Laying there motionless as the ground turns red
With one final breath I close my eyes never to open them
I hope and pray that when you read my letter you forgive me
Forgive me for doing this for hurting you
Most of all I'm sorry for pulling the trigger
Many may call me selfish for pulling the trigger
Yet they don't know that I lost this fight with my demons
Everything happens for a reason
Me killing myself happened for a reason
I no longer want to live a life wishing to die each day
So I'm pulling the trigger and my final goodbye to you
Once I'm gone don't cry for I no longer am here
I want you to look up at the sky full of star
Say goodbye once last time and let me go
Don't hold onto me for too long
It'll only cause you more pain
I'll pull the trigger and say goodbye to the world
Pulling the trigger something I was always afraid to do
Now I gathered enough courage to pull the trigger
Boom is all you'll hear as I pull the trigger
Drop down on the ground as blood pour out
Vision blurring my body losing feelings
One last look up into the sky full of star
