Voices of my Demons

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My life is nothing but an emotional roller coaster
I'm losing this fight with the voices of my demons
All I hear is the taunting voices of my demons
Everyone says I'm going crazy hearing these voices
What they don't know is these voices are my demons
Everyday all I hear is kill yourself, no one cares, you're useless
And maybe my demons are right and maybe I'll kill myself

I try to stay strong for those who love and cared for me
But I don't think I can stay strong anymore I'm finally giving up
This war is a one-sided war I'm losing and yet no one noticed my cry for help
My angels have now become my demons
No one left to help me win this war with myself
Once I die would I finally be free from my demons
I'm sorry but tonight I'm leaving my demons have won this war

Now where I lay wide awake hearing the whispers of my demons
All my demons demand me to kill myself for no one cares
Making my way toward the bathroom grabbing my blade
Filled the tub with water as I sit and slowly cut myself
One cut two cut three cut up till my body is full of scars
As I lay there in the tub filled with once was water now turns red
My last goodbye will forever hurt those around me

The voices of my demons finally silence
No more voices demanding me to kill myself
For I have been dead inside for so long it finally caught up to me
My demons finally won this one sided war
My vision becomes nothing but a blur
My body becoming numb to feelings
No longer able to feel anything anymore

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