Late at night here I lay awake wishing upon a star
It's 3 a.m. yet all I can think about is death
Here I lay wishing I could sleep and never awaken to a new day
Nothing left to keep me from dying tonight
Before my body became my canvas
Before my blade became my brush
I remember all the good times I had with you
I hope you are able to forgive me
Once my body became my canvas
Once my blade became my brush
And now here I lay with a body full of scars
As the floor becomes red with my blood
My vision becomes a blur
My body becomes numb
I remember seeing your face with tears
Screams were heard from you
But there's nothing you can do to save me
For I have given up on this miserable life I live in
So darling forgive me for everything I did to hurt you
I did what the voices told me to do
To let my body be my canvas and my blade be my brush
No one can save me anymore
My life is nothing but a war between life and death
And it seems I have lost this war
While my demons are laughing at me
I'm nothing but a pathetic fool
Listen do you hear anything coming from up above
I do and it's none other than my demons
