Emptiness

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When the world came crashing down on me no one was there for me
As I lay on my bed late at night that's when I finally let my tears flow freely
No one knew how much I cried how much it hurts and pain me
To see the person I love the most leave me alone in this world
You promised me you won't leave me by myself in this world
I guess you lied to me you broke every promise you made to me
Was it something I did or something I said to make you leave me

Or was I not pretty enough was I too fat that I didn't match you
Now I'm left with the pieces of my heart that you broke when you left me
Yet if you came back asking for another chance I would give you my heart again
Why must I be so stupid to believe all your words when they were all just lies
Why must I be the only one hurt when you decided I wasn't the one you want
You left me all alone crying all alone in my room in the dark with no one
Was I a fool to have fallen in love with your words instead of your action

Was everything just a game to you for you to hurt me in the end
I hope you're happy for you broke my heart into millions of pieces
All I feel is nothingness now for you have destroyed every last bit of feelings
The feelings that I have left in me now I'm just empty I have nothing to live for
No one will truly know this pain that I felt the day you left me all alone
But I hope you never come back to me for I'll give you another chance
If I had one wish it would be to never have met you so I won't feel this hurt

This emptiness in my heart did I do something to deserve this pain
This feeling of emptiness is a new feeling I never felt before
Was I created to be alone and isolated from everyone
I'll gladly welcome this feeling for I deserve to be alone
I'll continue to live on as if my heart was never broken
Continue on loving as if this void in my heart isn't there
For I deserve to feel this emptiness for every time I hurt you

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