I'm sorry i lied to you
I didnt want you to know of my addiction
I never wanted you to know
I didnt want to ruin your life.
I never meant to make you worry
I just wanted to keep you happy
And if that meant lying like a dog
I did just that
Im sorry you had to find out.
This pain is my pain
I never wanted it
It found me
And it made me feel better
But it wasn't worth it
your worried saddened eyes.
It was never worth it.
But i cannot stop.
I tried to but
I lost my remedy
I lost you.
I never meant to lie.
It was to keep you from knowing the corrupted truth
It was never your fault
it will never be your fault
I made me like this
painting sadness all over my arm
I did it. I did it to myself
And i alone am reliable for it
So I'll keep lying to you
Knowing you'll find out later
I'll keep lying to you
knowing you'll never understand
I'll keep lying to you
Knowing you'll never forgive me.
I'll keep lying to you
So you wont worry about me.
I'll always keep lying to you
Because I love you..
