Everyone sees me smiling and laughing
But inside I'm dying and crying
My eyes silently screams for help
My fake smile is me begging to be saved
My tears are speaking the words I can't
My laugh is nothing but a broken laugh
Now my arms full of scars
My legs are full of ugly scars
Now riddle me this who will love a girl who has scars
I no longer tell anyone how I feel afraid they'll run away
I've built my walls so high once again
I scream for help but it seems my scream is silent
It's become a regular routine
Wake up every morning wishing I didn't
Fake a smile for everyone to make it seem everything is alright
Fake a laugh for everyone to believe I'm happy
Go back to sleep where it's my only escape
But no one reads between the lines where my feeling hide
Every day becomes harder and harder
The struggle to continue living when I want to disappear
My wings were cut but they forget I had claws
My final scream for help had been ignored
I silently cry late at night hoping not to wake anyone up
My last goodbye will be tonight as I die in my sleep
No longer should I feel this pain
I will no longer have to live knowing no one cares
I'll finally be able to spread my wings and fly
I'm sorry to those that I have hurt
I'm sorry for leaving everyone I love and cared about behind
But just know it'll stop my pain
