I'm tired
What light shone through
What hope I felt
Are like crystal glasses
That shatter as the
Rug keeps being pulled from
Under me
I can't let go
What I can't control
Everything I touch
Turns to ash
Every word I speak
Becomes a venom
To my own destiny
My fate is eternal
Darkness
I'm tired
I have no fight left
Every time I think
It's going to get better
Two days go by and
Its again all
Torn asunder
My sky is black
I can't bring back the sun
It shines for a moment
I touch it and it burns
And I run
Every person I love
Hurts for my existence
I'm torn
I thought time
Would make it better
Yet every step forward is
Ten steps back
Pain in my mind is
Tearing my soul apart
Why else would I want
To run away
Cut all my connections
The nightmares never end
I just want quiet
My mind quiet
I'm tired
I'm tired
I want stillness
Nothingness
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