Tears stream down your face
Once I am done I hope to see no trace
Of the tears that once fell from your eyes
I am sorry for all of the lies
That came out of their mouth
I hope that I can arouse
Good feelings in you
From them you withdrew
You hid in your shell
Drowned in the well
Now your in the afterlife
Up here my laughter dies
I cant wait until I see you again
Then
A thought burst into my head
What if I were dead instead
Then I hear a whispering in my ear
Don't go yet, its not your year
I decide not to listen to the voice in my head
I take a blade and pull down my wrist it turns red
I wish that I was with him
I was torn apart limb by limb
Why did you leave
I look down at my wrist and pull down my sleeve
Hoping that I will soon be gone from this place
I hope I can pass with grace
I look at the pills bottled up
I hope that the process will speed up
The knife to my wrist
I dig it deep and twist
Water to my lips
Pills in my grip
Rope tied tight
This is going to happen tonight
I step on the chair
Pull up my hair
Small smile on my face
Hopefully this will replace
The pain that you felt
Because I will be with you tonight
