Daisy

Chapter 49: Wasps

Daisy's P.O.V

I just sat there and watched him for about 20 minutes until there was a soft knock at the door. "Come in" I whispered.

Sawyer came in with a gym bag on his shoulder, and a tray with two Starbucks cups. "Here, I brought coffee." He handed me a cup "Oh your the best" I whispered and gave him a hug.

"I didn't know how you like it so I got some of those little cream and sugar packet things" he offered them to me "Oh no thanks. I drink it black" I took of sip of the warm liquid, and I could feel it traveling down my throat and into my stomach, warming my insides.

"Ew" he said as he watched me drink the strong, delicious black liquid "What?" I asked and set my cup down on the side table "Black coffee" he made a face and did a little shiver. "Right" I laughed and moved Joeys head off of my lap, and on to his pillow to make it more comfortable. "So what happened?" Sawyer asked and sat in one of the seats.

"I'm not fully sure, but we had a little argument, and I walked home. He was driving his car back to his apartment. On my way there, I saw a black car, and satsuki was wrecked. It was basically all my fault" I looked down and moved a piece of my hair behind my ear.

"Hey, accidents happen. It wasn't anyone's fault." sawyer put his hand on my shoulder. "there's no such thing as accidents. Just people making stupid decisions." Sawyer just looked at me with sympathetic eyes and slightly shook his head.

I covered Joey up and kissed his fore head. "So you guys are a thing now?" Sawyer grinned at me. "Yeah. I guess we are" I smiled internally.

Sawyer stayed for a few hours, and we just talked about random things. Like his and Joeys youtube careers, and how they got started. Simple things like that.

He tried to ask what my past was like, but I quickly changed the subject. He even went to pick up food and bring it back for us.

When he decided to leave, I hugged him goodbye and he said he would feed Rocco for me. I gave him the key to my apartment, and off he went. By the time he actually left, it was 9 and I was exhausted. Joey was still passed out, and Barbie had brought me an extra blanket. I kissed Joeys forehead, and curled up in a chair. It wasn't exactly comfortable, but I've been in much worse positions to sleep.

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Everything faded, and turned into mist. Slowly disappearing, seeping away leaving me with nothing but darkness.

Words, thoughts, and memories buzzed around the room like venomous wasps, stinging me wherever they got the opportunity.

Eating away at my soul, slowly yet gradually at the same time. With every sting, every bite, every little ounce of pain I felt, I fell deeper and deeper into the black hole.

The never ending pit of problems and imperfections in my head. Derek seeking his revenge. Dustin and his devilish grin appearing everytime I saw his eyes, or even close mine.

The deeper into the hole I got, the harder it became to dig myself out. Not to mention, I was never given a shovel.

I was being burried by the shadows hiding in my mind. The more dirt that was thrown on me, the harder it became to see. Darkness swarmed around me, like venomous wasps, flying around me, and stinging me.

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