Taehyung's POV
9/2/17
Well, hello diary! Today was definitely a great day!
Would you please stop lying, Jungkook? Man, you are making this harder for me than it should be.
But of course, you know I am lying.
Today was terrible.
I had to go see my therapist and I told her about my dad abusing me and about how my mom and sister just watch and my mom told her I was making it up in my head.
Oh my god. That's unspeakably awful.
She couldn't risk her perfect little reputation for my happiness. Or for my health.
And as soon as I got home, she told my dad, so he abused me more than usual.
I have a scar on my head from it.
You told me you fell off your bike. Why in the hell did I believe that? Kookie never rode his bike, not even during the summer or on his free time.
And now he definitely won't ride it ever again.
How could she tell him? I guess she doesn't care about me either. She probably loves it when he abuses me.
God now I'm crying.
So am I.
Sorry diary, I think this is all I can write today. I don't have the energy anymore.
Goodbye.
I felt the tears coming, and I put my face in my hands. Why didn't he tell me what was going on? I could have definitely protected him. And maybe, just maybe,
I could have saved him.
I got up from Jungkook's bed and walked to his door, loudly shutting it and locking it. There was no way I could stand to see his "mother" right now. I needed to be alone if I was going to read this whole thing.
"Be strong Taehyung, be strong.." I mumbled to myself as I walked back to his bed. "Just take it one entry at a time." I calmed myself down a bit as I turned to the eleventh page, preparing for another emotional breakdown.
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His Diary || Taekook
FanfictionDo you know what it feels like to lose someone important to you and not now how they died? That was what Kim Taehyung was going through. His best friend, Jeon Jungkook, has committed suicide and he doesn't know why. What happens when Taehyung goes t...