Chapter 15

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Taehyung's POV

9/12/17

Hey diary. I barely feel like getting up this morning. I've been really depressed. I just...I don't know. I've been thinking about a lot of things.

Like, would death be a better option than this? Than living in pain? Would it be better if I was dead?

No it wouldn't Jungkook.

When you think about it, there is no reason for me to be here. I'm just here to be abused by my dad, to be a show for my mom and my sisters and be a crappy best friend to Taehyung.

You weren't a crappy best friend. You made me happy when I was sad. You made me feel happier when I was already in a good mood. How did you not see it?

I don't need to be on earth at all.

But I'm not going to kill myself.

I know that's not the right thing to do.

Maybe I just need help.

He knew what was right. He knew what he needed to do. Why did he still kill himself?

You know what I really need right now diary?

I need sleep. Goodnight.

I closed the book. I didn't understand him at all. He knew what he needed. What am I about to read about that caused Jungkook to kill himself?

I turned to the twenty fourth page and read on.

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