His Diary || Taekook

Chapter 13

Taehyung's POV

9/10/17

Hey diary. Things are going absolutely wonderful in my life.

Just kidding of course. Funny joke right?

No, Jungkook that was not a funny joke at all.

The truth is everything is going to shit.

"Mom" and "Dad" have been fighting really bad. It's been getting to the point where he almost abuses her the way he does to me.

I have a strong feeling he is going to leave my mom which would be amazing if it wasn't going to effect us financially. We might not have enough money to get clothes or food or anything.

I don't know if I'm happy about him leaving them or not. He mentioned it when he was alive and he seemed okay with it.

But even though his dad hurt him, he wasn't okay with him leaving.

Also since my dad has been fighting with my mom, he's been abusing me more. I'm getting punched in the face now and it's getting harder to give Taehyung fake excuses. I told him I accidentally hit my face on something but I don't know if he's buying it.

I did buy some of it Jungkook.

But I have no idea why I did.

The page had ended with those words so I turned to page twenty one.

I've been really depressed lately and I've been having some deep thoughts like would it be better if I just disappeared? It would it be easier if I wasn't here?

"In no way would I call this easier..." I whispered under my breath, wiping more tears off my face.

I don't even know anymore. All my days have been very long including this one. I'm going to sleep. Bye diary.

I turned to the twenty second page. The faster I get this over with, the better it will be.