The Lost Queen

Chapter Twenty-Five

Daya's P.O.V.

I am a murderer.

Is the only thing I thought laying in Kaden's bed alone.  How could I kill dozens of people with one wave of my hands? Something is seriously going on with me. First I find out that I'm a Royal, then I might have superpowers. This is too much to handle.

Replaying everything that happened in the supposed 'war', I realized something.

Emma is dead. And it's all my fault.

Tears leaked from my eyes and onto the sides of my face landing on the pillow under me. I sobbed covering my mouth to make sure no one heard. But it was too late, once one sobbed escaped the rest followed.

I rolled over on my stomach and buried my head in the pillows.

It's all my fault. People risked their lives because of me. Emma is dead because of me. I should have just given Ryan what he wanted. Me. Even after getting Emma killed, Kaden still was there for me. He helped me wash, put me on clothes and stayed with me until I fell asleep.

I cried harder into the pillow. Everyones life's would be so much easier without me. I caused so much damage to the ones I have grown close to these past weeks.

I curled myself up into a ball and bawled my eyes out. I dont belong here. I dont belong in the Royals home either. I'm nothing and, like my fake parents used to say, I will always be nothing.

I heard the door being creaked open, but I didn't move to see who it is knowing it's Kaden. The bed dipped and arms encircled my waiste pulling me into their chest. Kaden turned me over gently so that I was facing him.

"What wrong, love?" He asked pushing a piece of my newly dyed and short hair behind my ear.

I looked up into is face and the water works rushed back. Emma means so much to him. He knew her his whole life, she is like a sister to him.

"I-I killed E- Emma." I stuttered out through my tears. I grabbed his shirt in my hands, while shifting my head so that it rest in his neck.

He kept shushing me and telling me to stop crying, but I couldn't. Liam lost his mate because of me. How could I ever live with myself?

"Daya, Emma is not dead." Kaden stated firmly while pulling my body from his to look into his eyes.

"She's not dead?" I asked hopefully.

"No, she's not. Bella saved her. I didn't really ask how but she healed her." He spoke wipping the tears from under my eyes.

I stared at him in shock. I saw Emma take her last breath. Her telling me to tell Liam that she loves him. I burst out in tears again. But these were a different type of tears. Happy and grateful tears.

"I hate when you cry, Daya." Kaden spoke taking my face in his hands and wipping away my tears.

I let out a small smile and hugged him. His arms wrapped around my waist and mine his neck. I'm so glad she is not gone.

"I want to see her." I stated pulling away from his grasp and sitting up.

Before I could go anywhere he brung me back in causing a squeal to leave my mouth.

"She's sleep Daya, it's ten at night. We can go see her in the morning." He said drawing me back into his chest.

I nodded my head understanding that she needs rest after everything that's happened. Plus, I can imagine that Liam wants her all to himself after almost losing her.

I glanced up at Kaden to see that he is already looking at me. I nervously bite my lip as my cheeks grew red. I saw his eyes dart to my lips as I bit it.