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finn and i were laying on his bed, cuddling, just enjoying eachother's company. his parents weren't home, so he invited me over. unfortunately, i couldn't stop thinking about what happened at the party.
"why can't he just leave me alone? who the hell even invited him? should i tell finn what happened?" i thought to myself. i didn't know if i should tell finn or not. i knew he'd be mad and would probably want to execute noah. i kind of wanted to tell him, but i was too scared.
"uh, millie?" finn said as he sat up slightly. he looked worried.
"yeah?" i replied.
"what's that on you neck?" he asked, pointing to the hickey noah gave me. i gulped.
"uh, it's just a bruise." i answered. he could tell i was lying.
"you're a really bad liar." he scoffed. "are you cheating on me?" he added. at that point, i was fighting back tears. the thought of possibly losing finn made me feel horrid.
"noah was at the p-party the other day and he forced me to kiss him. i-i guess he left that on my neck." i explained with a sniffle. i could see the anger in finn's eyes. he looked like an angry wolf getting ready to pounce.
"i swear if i ever see that bastard again, i'll fucking murder him!" he exclaimed.
"finn, it's okay. i'm alright, he didn't hurt me." i replied, trying to calm him down. what i said was kind of a lie. it didn't hurt physically, but it really screwed with me mentally.
"it's all my fault. i should've kept an eye on you." he said with a sigh.
"it's not your fault." i argued. finn smiled and wrapped his arms around my waist. he slowly leaned in and pecked my cheek. i curled up closer to him and laid my head on his chest. i liked letting finn hold me. there was something about his warm embrace that i couldn't get enough of.
noah was never very affectionate. he liked to make out and that's about it. the more i thought about it, the more i realized that he just wanted my body.
"i love you finn." i said, looking into his eyes.
"heh, i love you too."
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part of me | fillie
Fanfiction"you're not gonna break my soul" --- in which millie is stuck in an abusive relationship that she cannot escape, but that all changes when she meets a curly haired boy named finn. [disclaimer: this story contains strong language and some sensitive t...
