_millies_pov_
my heart was beating as i waited for noah to open the front door. i was finally going to end our relationship. i didn't really know if i was making the right decision. ever since our first month together, i felt like noah was the love of my life. he was different from all the other boys. it was really hard to believe that i was going to break up with him.
"millie?"
"what?" i retorted as i snapped my head and seen noah standing in the door frame
"you're just staring into space like a complete jackass" he retorted. "come in."
we slowly walked back into his house and into the livingroom. a moment after we stopped walking, i grabbed the collar of his shirt and pulled him into a kiss. noah seemed very surprised by the kiss, so after a few seconds he pulled away.
"what was that for?" he said with a smirk on his face.
"i love you." i replied.
"that's nice" he answered. he has only told me that he loves me a few times. i've told him at least a few hundred.
"i just, i can't go on like this." i stated. noah raised an eyebrow.
"what do you mean?" he questioned.
"i think we should stop seeing eachother."
my heart skipped a few beats while waiting for his reply.
"wait, what do you even mean? a-are you breaking up with me?" he said in a shaky voice, he looked like he was going to start bawling. i slowly nodded my head.
"y'know what? fuck you! i always thought that we would be together forever. truthfully, i wanted to marry you. i was stupid to think you actually fucking cared about me. i thought we were soul mates, but nope. you're just another slut looking for a toy to play with." he scoffed with tears running down his cheeks. i felt so bad for him. truthfully, i felt like crying myself.
"noah i, i'm sorry i do care about you, i jus-" before i could finish, he cut me off.
"get the fuck out of my house!" he exclaimed while pointing at the front door.
"i'm really sorr-"
"get out!"
i ran out the door and made my way down the stone path. it took me awhile to process what had happened. eventually, i came to the conclusion that i either made the best decision in my life or the worst.
*im currently working on a book of mileven oneshots fyi
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