_millies_pov_
"oh hiya millie, i didn't expect to see you today. come inside." my best friend sadie said as she opened the front door.
i needed to talk to sadie about some things that were on my mind and i felt like she was the only one i could talk to. she really understands me. we're basically sisters that aren't related.
"so, what are you up to?" i asked as we walked into the living room.
"i was watching house of cards. i just started the second season and you know the reporter chick that frank was banging? well, in the first episodeof the season he threw her in front of a freaking tra-"
"sadie, this is pretty important." i interrupted. i knew sadie would go on for ages about her tv shows if i didn't cut her off.
"what's up?" she replied as we both took a seat on the couch.
"well, a few days ago i broke up with noah and no-" before i could finish, she cut me off.
"YOU WHAT?!" she yelled loudly. "why didn't you tell me?"
"i don't know. i just didn't." i replied.
"anyways, i kind of regret it." i stated shyly. sadie sighed.
"this morning i was looking at my camera roll on my phone and i looked at all the pictures of me and noah. it made me remember all the amazing times we had together. i haven't seen him since i broke up with him and i really miss him. i think i made a huge mistake." i explained.
"can i ask you sort of a personal question?" sadie replied.
"sure"
"why do you think he uh, hurt you sometimes?" she asked. i didn't really know the answer, but i had a few assumptions.
"i remember once when we first started dating he told me about how his dad abused him when he was young. i kinda think that has something to do with it." i answered.
"well, if you really want him back you should just tell him" she stated.
"there's only one tiny problem." i said as i looked down at my lap.
"what is that?"
"i like another boy, his name is finn and we've kissed a few times and i told him i might love him." i replied shyly.
"what?!? why didn't you tell me this?" she retorted. i shrugged.
"you didn't ask me." i answered with a chuckle.
"what do you think i should do?" i questioned.
"i don't know millie. personally, i think you made the right choice when you broke up with noah. just do whatever you feel is right." she stated.
"thanks for all your help." i replied with a smile.
sadie had really given me a lot to think about.
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part of me | fillie
Fanfiction"you're not gonna break my soul" --- in which millie is stuck in an abusive relationship that she cannot escape, but that all changes when she meets a curly haired boy named finn. [disclaimer: this story contains strong language and some sensitive t...
