Chapter 25

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I didn't wait to hear him say another word, running out of their for a second time. Wanting to have this heart reaching pain over with, she left this world saying she was sorry to me. Her last words as she showed me the proof of our pup, my hand slowly slides into my pocket picking out the photo. Looking at the small little thing, for wolves he or she was only a week old, in human terms that meant three weeks, almost a month old and I already lost them both.

Running.

That's what I had to do, I needed to run away, be alone for a long time. Where her death wouldn't kill me, in hopes to get away from her home. From her family, where they can all grieve.

I was locked away for five years to grieve my mother... a whore to my father, it took me five years to find a copping mechanism. Leading me into a further spiral of pain down the road. I couldn't do that to another person, it could end up the same fate as Sophia.

My poor Sophia...

I don't even deserve to say her name let alone call her mine. She risked her life to save me, her and our pup. Goddess I was such a stupid man, this whole war was to get her back. I dont even know why, she didn't want me, I called her a slut and threw her down stairs. Resulting in an easy kidnap, had I brought her into our bedroom she would still be alive.

And our pup?

My wolf was in pain with the thought of the loss, but somehow the physical pain I felt when I lost my mum... didn't exist when loosing her. Sophia was my other half, we fully mated and I still somehow could bear that weight on my shoulders.

It was the worst feeling in my stomach, I didn't want to live anymore with her gone. I should've treated her like a true mate.

If I had the chance I would re-do every single encounter we had. Make her stand on the porch as I pulled in. Opening the door the same way, turning around to a beautiful young women. My beautiful woman. Starting off in a full sprint towards her, not bothering to close the door as I swooped her up in my arms lifting her above my head. Yelling mine at the top of my lungs, bringing her back down into my chest planting a living kiss in her lips...

The new memory in my head made me smile, cracking a soft turn in my lips, before I was reminded about how I really met her.

Smelling her sent had my wolf wild with hunger a greed he needed to satisfy, knowing she was of age now. Turning around we couldn't believe how beautiful she was. Only it stopped short by the smell coming off of her, mainly the smell next to her. A new Alpha, holding her hand firmly, while she gazed in shock and awe at me. I wanted the man dead for having even the slightest thought he could have what's mine.

Shaking my head I clear my mind, I didn't want to remember her, to remember anything of her now non-existence. It was poison to my brain, but most of all a knife to my heart.

Looking around I was back in the battle field, two of my men dead, with eleven of their pack members dead. Usually I wouldn't bother with the bodies of the members of Black Heart, but I wouldn't want anyone to go through my pain and I had to see them returned to the earth.

Things would change now, I dont know if I would become cold again, or if this was a real hard kick to the stomach. Making me be an actual Alpha. One who will take his loss with a new view on life...

No, she was gone. My view on life seemed short.

Wolves start to deteriorate after the loss of their mate, I was just waiting for it to happen sooner, so I can be reunited with her in the moons way. If I even make it to the moon.

Probably not.

"Alpha." Turning around I look at one of my prize students, a tall female who had long black hair, no cuts seemed to surface on her pale skin.

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