Built To Be Stronger

Chapter 12

"Get away from me you monster!" I scream pushing my hands against his chest, although he doesn't budge. The only thing moving was his body heat that shoved its way through the thin clothing he wore. Sinking into my hands and shocking my arms up to my shoulders. Only he just stood there smirking down at me with a smug look, I couldn't believe what he had done. This almost seemed to simulate to what his fathers mate had to endure, I couldn't believe it would happen to me all over again.

"You loved it Sophia," he pushes himself against me, making me flush against the door, my body hummed with pleasure as he did. My mind however was repulsed with his advances towards me, just how he sunk his teeth into myself. This monster was unbelievable. "I think you and I should go again." The thought has me even more repulsed, my wolf only started to dig her nails into my mind. Trying to figure out if she wanted this or not, either way I wouldn't let her have her way.

He places his head back down on my shoulder making it clear his intentions and if I didn't get out soon enough he won't be stoppable. Just like last time, I don't want him to get anything he wants, especially when it came to doing something with me.

"No I don't Sebastian, you don't have permission to touch me!" I yell pushing him harder but it was useless he was as hard as a rock, I couldn't believe my mate was about to break me again. I would do everything in my power this time, this beast wouldn't have his way. "Stop!" I cry out hitting his chest, he grabs me by my jaw lifting me off of the ground, I struggle to breathe as I grab his wrist. My legs dangling a foot off the ground.

I look watching as his jaw tenses and his eyes flickered with white, before settling back as the dark demon he truly is.

As he closed my windpipe I just wanted it to be over, silently begging him to snap my neck. At least then he couldn't hurt me anymore.

"You will beg for my touch one day," I would've tried to make a throwing up noise but I was a bit restricted as he spoke of the impossible. I wish I could laugh in his face right now. "But if you won't give me what I want I'll find someone else," he says bringing me closer to his face growling deeply. My wolf buzzed with anger as he thinks of having another women as his, I however wish he did. Maybe then he could finally let me go, in my heart though I wouldn't trade my position with any other female. I couldn't let anyone be tortured like I am, I was too selfless "Maybe Joselyn will do." My wolf catches that and growls, taking control she is torn between jealousy and protecting a pack member. In one whirl of emotions he grabs my face and rams our lips together. Having him let go of my jaw and hold me up with his strong arms, wrapping my legs around his waist.

I was shocked by her decision trying to gain control as I tried to rein her back in, nothing was working. She made it clear to me she would finish this, unable to handle the thought process of him with another. Even after how cruel he's been to us. The mate bond was what she lived for, and if he was still alive she would still fight for him. It disgusted me.

Pulling his head away by our hand entangled in his thick, black hair on the back of his skull we look deeply into his eyes. They looked back at me with a tad bit of anger, the rest was excitement that wanted me to run away as the shivers crawled up our arms.

"Don't you ever fucking touch another women." It was a combination of the perfect answer, protection of any other female that could be in the same position as me. Also making sure he new my wolfs possessiveness over him, but the more time we spent together the more she wanted to be with him. It was a vicious cycle that I hoped to the moon goddess would stop.

So far she has done nothing but smite me for something I'm sure I hadn't done wrong, I hoped in the end my suffering will be worth it.