He's not my dad

Part 45

The banging inside my head was getting louder, I could almost feel my brain smashing against my skull. I had drank too much last night, again. I knew my drinking was becoming a problem, I hadn't been sober since chuck left. I was using alcohol as a crutch, I was relying on it to keep me moving.

The banging continued as I gingerly opened my protesting eyes. The room was dark other than the hint of light that flooded in from under the door. I squinted as I tried to get my eyes to focus.

The banging continued and I noticed it wasn't in my head, someone was pounding their fists against the door to my room.

I growled with irritation "fuck off"

I pulled my pillow over my head so I didn't hear their angry reply.

I snook a look at my phone and saw it was a little after 9, I had only come to bed at 4. With only 5  hours sleep there was no wonder I was so tired.  I tried to piece the night together but there were huge gaps of time I couldn't remember. I remember meeting an actor who's name and face I couldn't seem to recall. We came back to the bus with the band and drank. Then I recall coming to bed and ...

"Fuck" I wasn't alone. I remember kissing someone, I can remember the stubble brushing against my chin. I ran my fingers across my lips and they are indeed bruised and swollen. I pulled up the sheet that covered me and noticed I was naked other than the black stilettos that hung from them. I was looking at my feet when I noticed mine weren't the only ones under the cover.

Was I that drunk that I didn't notice someone beside me. I turned as carefully as I could and low and behold there was a man laid beside me. His back was towards me, I took a second to look over him. His shoulders were muscular as were his arms. He wasn't like a beefcake he was more skinny, but from what I could see he had a great body. His ass was nice too.

I was astounded at how peacefully he slept, I could hardly even hear him breathing. I sat up and looked over at him, I had no idea who had entertained me last night.

"Please don't let it be him" I said quietly.

I don't know why I thought it was chuck, this guy didn't have ink covering his arms. I knew it wasn't chuck, realistically there was only one person it could be.

The first thing I noticed was his razor sharp jaw. His small lips tight and rosy like they were begging to be kissed. His whole face was like a painting, he was just pure beauty.

It had to be a dream, how is it possible that I have an oscar winning actor asleep in my bed. Naked, did I mention he was naked. I had sex with joe Kerr, my 14 year old self was screaming. I had the biggest crush on him when I was a kid. It felt so surreal.

The banging had started on my door again, I noticed joe start to move like he was waking up. I grabbed a sheet and covered my body. With the sheet wrapped tightly to my chest I opened to door ready to chew someone out for all the noise.

The words stuck in my chest as I saw chuck at my door with a frown marring his sexy face. I felt my heart drop as he looked me up and down. His eyebrows rose as he noticed the shoes that laid on my feet.

He looked mad, furious even. I stood waiting for him to speak.

"We have an interview at half 10, you need to get ready" his tone was short and clipped.

"Ok thanks" I made a move to close the door but a noise that came from behind me had chuck pushing the door open further.
I closed my eyes and rubbed my temple as chuck barged past me. I turned and saw joe stood with his back to me pulling his jeans up his legs.

"What the fucks going on" chuck growled making joe turn on his heel. He was just pulling the jeans up over his pelvis, giving me a glimpse of the sexy v that pointed to his happy place.

"I'm getting dressed" joe joked. I willed him to shut up, he didn't know that chuck was seriously angry. The reason why I'm not totally sure.

"Chuck you need to leave" I said pulling at his beaten leather jacket.

"Why are you in here naked" chuck asked as he stepped closer to joe. Joe wasn't intimidated in the least, he was sat on the bed putting his shoes on.

Joe laughed and looked at me then the bed, "pretty self explanatory"

"You fucked him" his attention was now on me, there was a look of disgust on chucks face.

"It's none of your business what Taylor and I did. She's an adult and most importantly single" joe said calmly. I had to give it to him he didn't look flustered at all his voice was just neutral.

"The fuck it's not, she may be an adult but that doesn't mean dicks like you can use her. Taylor's not some botch you can fuck and disregard" chuck spat.

"I never said she was, Taylor and I hadn't had a chance to discus last night so I don't know how she feels. I would like to see her again, she may be your ex but you have no say over her" joe stood and walked past chuck who's fists were clenched. I knew he wanted to hit joe, I could feel the anger radiating off him.

"I'll see you soon" joe said kissing my cheek as he left.

"Bastard" chuck called lunging forward at joe.

I watched in horror as chucks hands grasped joes shoulders and pushed him to the ground.

I shouted for help, I hoped the others were In the bus. I needed help to separate the entangled bodies who fought at my feet.

Joe pushed chuck away and managed to stand up before chuck was able to get a second push. Almost instantly chuck was on his feet ready to hit joe again.

Joe seemed bemused by the whole thing, he kept repeating "I'm not going to fight you"
His reluctance to fight didn't deter chuck from leaping forward and punching joe in the eye.

Before anymore shots could be taken Anthony and Freddie were in the room holding chuck back.

Chuck looked like a wild animal as he bucked in their arms.

Joe laughed and walked out while typing on his phone. God I fancy him even more now, how is that possible.

Finally the guys let go of chuck who was panting like a rabid dog.

"Why would you sleep with him, you Know I love you." Chuck shouted.

Those three words I had wanted to hear for the past 2 months didn't have the affect I had expected. I shook my head and felt the anger bubble over.

"You love me, that's a joke. You've fucked anything with a pulse for the last 2 months with no consideration of my feelings. You broke up with me remember" I spat as I squared up to him.

"I was confused, it was all so complicated. I'm ready now, I'm ready to commit to you. I want us to start again" he smiled as he reached for my hand.

"He may be too much of a gentleman to hit you but I'm not" I swing my fist and caught his jaw.

I've never been one to condone physical violence but fuck that felt good.

(Can anyone guess who joe Kerr is based on)