oneshots → grethan

not good enough

texting oneshot.
grayson.

me: ethan

ethan: yes gray?

me: am i not good enough?
me: i'm sorry i'm not like all the girls at our school. i'm sorry i'm an ugly boy

ethan: grayson, no. you're perfect. what are you talking about?

me: you flirt with me and say i'm yours
me: but only in text. when no one can see.
me: when you see me at school, you laugh & joke with me but you don't hold my hand or kiss my cheek.
me: you haven't even asked me out, but you say i'm yours? are you scared to make things official with me?

ethan: of course not. grayson, slow down.

me: i'm so sorry that i'm not perfect like all your exes

ethan: if they were perfect they wouldn't be my exes, gray.

me: ethan, you hurt me everyday without knowing. yet, you make me feel like the happiest person alive whenever you smile and i hate that

ethan: grayson, i'm so sorry i didnt know i hurt you

me: of course you didn't. do you even care about me?

ethan: you're being ridiculous

ethan: grayson, you're the most beautiful person ever. i don't care if you're a boy because you literally turned me gay, but only for you. the way you smile, dress, laugh, and smell. it's perfect. everything about is perfect, gray and no i'm not scared to make things official with you because of what people think. i'm scared because i think i'm not good enough for you. grayson you're so pure and precious and i'm scared i'll ruin you because i'm dumb and worthless, but i'd love to hold your hand and kiss you for everyone to see. so everyone can know you are mine. i'd also love to be called your boyfriend, so grayson, please, please be mine. officially. so i can remind you that how perfect you are everyday. even if you say no. i'll still remind you.

me: how did it go from you making me terribly sad, to you making me incredibly happy?

me: but yes ethan, i will be your boyfriend. officially.