30-My Beloved

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Our foreheads touching, I could still feel her shoulders trembling beneath my hands. Back when we were cornered by Azog, the way she looked at me. She knew about me, my past & Azog.
Anya: "Yes, Thorin, it was him. Him & his wargs had ambushed us that night. We were heading to Rivendell but we decided to camp for a couple of days. Gandalf came to us just moments before the ambush. Father had decided to face Azog alone while he sent me & Andrein with Gandalf. It was horrible, Thorin. Everything was destroyed, after that Gandalf took us to Rivendell. But Andrein hardly stayed for two days then he left to pursue the orcs to avenge our family's death against Azog. While I was recovering, Gandalf went after him, he found him months later & he was in a bad shape. Azog somehow spared his life but Andrein was never the same, it took him almost a year to recover. He left Rivendell soon after he was up & about. For some reason, Thorin, he felt responsible for their death. He blamed himself for not being able to save them, because he was the oldest."
Thorin: "What happened to Andrein after that? Is he still alive?"
Anya:(Nodding)"Yes, he is living in Rohan at this moment. Living there as a domestic helper, he is doing much better now, almost like himself. He is married now to a wonderful girl who adores him. They have twins, he is happy now...mmph!"
I was listening to her, eyes filled with such emotions & anguish. Yet my eyes wandered to her rosy lips, especially her mole on her upper lip, attracting me. Unable to hold back, squeezing her shoulders lightly I pulled her closer. Kissing her full on her mouth, she became tense at first then started to melt, this was her first kiss, she was pure. Her lips so soft & her warm mouth tasted much better than I had hoped, at last. But I wanted more as I softly bit her lower lip making her open her mouth slightly. I deepened the kiss, trapping her moan. This is what I wanted as she started to kiss me back, shyly. Gently, I pushed her back on her jacket which she was using as her bed, pressing my body against hers. I tightened my arms around her slim body & she wrapped her arms around my neck. Soon we had to pull apart to breath air, we gazed in each other's eyes touching our foreheads. Our hearts were beating as one. I smiled into her eyes as she looked at me with such tenderness, she was blushing, I loved that. She raised her hands to tangle her fingers in my hair, I touched her soft lower lip with my thumb. Which was pretty much swollen because of our kiss, her lovely scent of Wild Jasmine, enveloping us. Then slowly, I trailed my fingers down her swan-like neck, her throat then collarbone. I pressed my hand where I know her heart is, I could feel it's gentle rhythm underneath my palm. I could sense her shivering under my touch. I bent my head to kiss the creamy skin of her neck. I kept kissing down her neck to her throat warmly & I went even lower, making her moan softly.
Anya:(Tangling her fingers deeper in my hair)"Ohhh! God, Thorin, don't stop!"
With a shuddering breath, l leaned upwards, tangling my fingers through her thick black hair, tilting her face up. I crushed my lips against hers, making her body arch against me. Trapping the soft sounds she was making, as I continued, no one ought to hear us. My hands roamed over her chest, her waist to the hips, her back & her soft silky hair. Crushing my body further, her hands roamed my shoulders & back, she tightened her arms holding me close, momentarily. Her soft hands caressed my beard as our lips continued to dance in sync.
Thorin:(Groaning, releasing her lips)"My Ghiveshel, you have no idea how I longed to do this. The moment I laid my eyes on you I wanted to take you into my arms right then. You are so beautiful. Your hair, your skin & your beautiful eyes, so deep & mesmerising, I could easily lose myself by just gazing in them. Your courage, perserverance & selflessness stole my heart, Anya. Your lips so soft & tantilizing."
I let my fingers gently caress her lips, gazing in her beautiful golden-brown eyes.
Thorin: "Do you remember how we almost kissed while we were in Rivendell? And not long before we came here?"
I chuckled heartily as she blushed at the memory, then I began to pepper soft kisses all over her face, then her lips. By Mahal, I love her so much, it takes my breath away. She was staring in my eyes for a long while, placing her arms around my neck & bringing me closer to her.
Anya: "As a little girl I have been told many stories about you. From my father & Gandalf, my brothers & I hero-worshipped you, Thorin. We would pretend we were in the battle of Moria, Anakin would pretend to be you, Aerof as Azog & me with Andrein the other dwarfs."
Thorin:(Grinning, widely)"You hero-worshipped me as a child? Then that means I'm much too old for you, my Armâlimê!"
Just thinking about that made my heart swell with pride & love. She then lightly punched my shoulder & pulled me in for a hug. I buried my face into her neck, I sighed relaxing my body. Despite our age difference, her being a human, yet she has everything I wanted in my One & more. I want her but I know that she isn't ready yet. I just wish to concentrate into fulfilling the quest. Somehow get rid of the Dragon, recover the Arkenstone & restore Erebor. Once I become the King I shall make her my Queen. That brought a smile on my lips, then I shall make her mine, for eternity. Being this close to her took my breath away, I gently started nipping at the skin of her neck. She moans my name softly, her fingers caressing the nape of my neck. Driving me to the edge of desire, but reluctantly I moved away from her. In her eyes I could see disappointment, yet I smiled at her in a way which made her blush slightly. I wrapped a strand of her hair around my finger, bringing it to my lips.
Thorin: "So beautiful, black as midnight & so soft. Anya, I know that you are not ready yet to give yourself to me."(Placing my finger on her lips)"No, I do want you so much but not now, not this place. We still have to continue with our quest, my love. Till then we must endure it, till then. Right now, get some sleep, we still have a long way to go."
She nodded her head in understanding, smiling at me which made me smile back, I kissed her softly. Sighing softly, she turned her back to me, instead of leaving her I lied down next to her. I wrapped my arms around her waist pulling her against my chest. I did not want to leave her alone tonight. I whispered those words of my true feelings.
Thorin:(In Khuzdul)"Men Lananubukhs Menu, Azyûngal!"
Smiling, kissing her neck, before burying my face in her hair. Soon we both fell asleep.

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