The Day You Both Left (A Colby Brock and Sam Golbach Fanfic)

Chapter #10

Repeat song until the end

POV Kait:

  After crying my eyes out and sleeping for about three or four hours I decided to get up. I checked my phone and read the time, "1:56". I sighed and got off of my bed and went to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror, "Why am I so stupid? I should have told him when I had the chance".

   Tears started to form in my eyes again but I wouldn't let them fall. I looked down at the sink and noticed a razor by it. "No..if Maddy ever saw the scars she would murder me plus even though I'm miserable I don't want to make anyone feel sorry for me" I said to myself.

  I looked back in the mirror and sighed. I turned off the light and walked out of the bathroom and went to the kitchen to eat away my sadness but when I reached the kitchen I seen a note. 'Must be from Madd' I thought to myself. I read the note aloud,
  
Kait, I'm at Colby's place. Call me if you need me. I love you and so does Sam. I promise. I'll always be here if you need someone to talk to. Love you bug. <3
-M

  I smiled but then quickly frowned, "He'll never love me". Tears began to form in my eyes again. I set the note back down and suddenly lost my appetite. I then got an idea, I walked back into my bathroom to find the razor in the same spot. "I just can't let her see the scars, I just can't let her see the scars" I told myself holding the razor to my left arm.

    I slowly began to cut. But the weird thing was the pain was going away, it seemed like the more cuts I made the more the pain went away. Once I didn't have anymore room on my left arm I switched to my right.

   After I finished cutting I turned on the sink and rinsed the blood off of my arms. "Well I feel a lot better now" I said. I looked at myself in the mirror one last time before getting ready to text Maddy. I then turned off the light once again and went into my room to text Maddy.

Me: Hey...

Me: How's it going over there?

M😝: Good, how are you feeling?

Me: Better

M😝: Good, did you want Colby and I to stop by the store and get you ice cream?

Me: No thanks I'm good...

M😝: Are you sure you're okay? Its not like you to turn down food..

Me: I'm just not that hungry, but enough about me when are you coming home?

M😝: I think in an hour or so also Colby is coming back with me so yeah

Me: Did you tell Sam?

Me: About me crying?

M😝: No....

Me: Did you? M I know when your lying

M😝: Not yet...

M😝: But I'm about to....

Me: Wait what?!

M😝: Bye!

And with that she left the chat, oh well. He's going to find out sooner or later. It just helps knowing that he doesn't love me so he won't give a crap. "I better edit" I sighed and went to grab my laptop off of my dresser.

  While I was sitting down I heard Maddy and what I'm guessing Colby walk in. Colby rushed to the bathroom and I think Madd went to mine. I just kept sitting there until I heard Madd run towards me. She ripped my sleeves up. The face she made was filled with horror.

"What the actual fuck Fehler?!" She yelled.

"I-I'm sorry M. You were not supposed to find those." I said crying again.

"And I wasn't suppose to see the fucking razor either?!" Maddy started to cry too. Then Colby walked in. "Go get Sam. He needs to see what he's done to Fehler(bug)! Colby go get him!" Maddy yelled to Colby. A few seconds later they both rush back in and Sam grabs my hand looking at the scars. 'Welp I'm fucked' I thought to myself.

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