Tough Love | g.d |

idc if you read this or not.

So, I have a few things that I should address with you guys, about this story, another possible story coming up in the future and about my life.

This story has been my main priority for months, nearly a year. This is my first official story, that actually did surprisingly better than I thought it was going to.

I can't thank you guys enough, sometimes I feel like I thank you too much but, other times I feel like I don't thank you guys enough. I never thought that I would ever reach over 10k reads.

But, however.... I have been planning on ending the story, for a little while. I've been thinking of different ways to end it.

There will not be a second part to this story since it was a go with the flow. 

Also, the rest of the story will be start being posted on of course Tuesday's but, sometimes it will be posted on other days instead of Tuesday's due to being busy with my family & with school back, this year is going to be very important to me.

I'm also going to be working on another story, after this one is completely over with & edited. I am not going to be saying anything about it, like the name, description, which twin its about, or anything.

I know that the twins are back from there break and I didn't post anything (on here)like I should have but, the way things went for them had a huge impact on me, just like I know it did for everyone else. I wasn't doing well the entire time that they were on there break.

When something is hurting them and I'm not able to do anything about it or able to help them, really bothers me. I dm'd them both, everyday, while they were taking the break, making sure that they knew that they weren't alone, they had us, that the fandom was here for them, that we all loved them... etc.

I still felt like crap.

When they posted up the, "Its Time To Be Honest" video, it crushed me. My heart instantly sank. Knowing that Ethan was breaking down, hurting himself instead of someone else, being really protective or Grayson because, he knew something was wrong, honestly really hurt.

I'm glad that they're getting better and that they're back but, honestly if they decided to take another week, 2 weeks, a month or however much time they needed, I would of been perfectly fine with that. I would have stayed in my spot, I would have waited for them to fully recover.

While in the process of their break, my mood kept decreasing. Not knowing what was going on was driving me in absolute sane. I wasn't sure if they were okay, or not. I wasn't sure about anything. I tried to keep myself as calm and positive as much as I could. Some days I would just re-watch their older videos and just like others, the tears would come, then the day before they posted there most recent video, I sat down in the shower and just bawled.

Please just keep in mine that, you're not alone. There is always someone there for you, my dms are always open for anyone, for any reason.