Tough Love | g.d |

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I eventually made my way to Aaron's house, I also made myself welcomed in his house by just walking in.

"Aaron??" I called out, looking around. "Where are you? I need to talk to you about something."

"I'm," he hesitated before answering. "upstairs, my room."

Hesitation.

What was the hesitation for?

When I walked upstairs, I met him in his room only to see music sheets flown all of the room, his guitar laying on his bed, and him writing down something on a sheet of paper which looked like another music sheet.

"Whats up?"

"Whats up with you?" I said referring to the mess in the room. "New music?"

"Oh, right. I'm sorry about the place, I've actually been working on new music for a while."

"Oh, sweet, I can't wait to hear it."

"Now, back to my question, whats up?"

"I came over here to say goodbye."

"Goodbye? What?" He said standing up from his keyboard. "Where are you going?"

"I've decided that I wanted to move back in with my parents, I mean, I haven't seen them in almost a year, or longer than that. I miss them more than you would ever know."

"What about Grayson? Ethan?" He moved away from his keyboard, walking closer toward me. "What does this mean for us?"

"They already decided that they would go with me, but they would be coming back over every so often, because they didn't want to leave California behind but, I would never stop them from doing that."

"Sarah, what does this mean for us? California to New York is a huge distance."

"The distance should never matter, Aaron. When they come back, I'll make sure that I come back as well. We will make this work, I promise."

"I hope thats a promise that you're willing to keep because I don't think I'm able to loose you. I did it once before and it was hell."

"You're not going to loose me, I promise. I don't like breaking my promises, you should know that with me, by now."

He sighed. "When do you leave?"

"Tomorrow afternoon."

"Tomorrow what? I only have until tomorrow to see you?"

"I know and I'm sorry. This is also new for the guys. When Gray booked the flight, it was the only one that was close. I didn't think it would be that close. I'm sorry, Aaron."

"I'm really going to miss you."

He said with a small crack in his voice, as he sat up from where he was sitting, walking over to wrap his arm around me, pulling me into a long, tight hug, the same way he did when he picked me up in the airport when I was in Alabama.

I didn't enjoy hearing that small crack in his voice when he said it, it made me just want to sit down and bawl right there.

I missed these hugs, especially from him.

I'm going to miss seeing him everyday.

"I'm going to miss you too."

My voice cracked and he hugged me tighter.

I didn't want this hug to ever end. I didn't want to let him go.

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Yo! Whats up??

Happy Tuesday and Halloween.

This year's Halloween is going to be very lit, mostly because the twins are uploading a Halloween Video, which is ever so exciting.

What are you going to be for halloween? Are you going out to get candy with your family/friends or are you going to be like be and stay home to just binge watch tv shows?

My intentions are that I'm going to start making these chapters longer than usual. I'm sorry that they've been short but, school been around but, I've got a vacation coming up, so that's good :)

Ily guys. Please stay safe.

-S