Tough Love | g.d |

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I hated that I felt like I was leaving Aaron behind, but I knew thats not at all what  I was doing. I hated that I wouldn't be able to see him all the time. I hated a lot of things at this moment, this coming from a girl who doesn't hate anything.

When I left, it was like there was this huge hole that was in my heart, taking it over. Hearing the way he spoke to me, really crushed me. The way he looked at me, made everything worse.

When I arrived back at the Dolan Household, it felt like there was this really heavy, weight sitting on the top of my chest, it was so height that it was hard to breath.

"How'd it go?"

I sat up on the counter, as Grayson asked. I looked up at him, but I never answered him. I kept looking down at my phone, just hoping that a message from him would appear, but nothing happened.

"Sarah?"

"Sorry, what?"

"Babe, what happened?"

"I don't think he wanted me to leave."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, when he hugged, I wasn't sure that he was gonna let go, but honestly, I wish he didn't let go." When I looked up at him, he looked confused. "The worse part is, he doesn't even know that you and E, are going with me."

"But, its not like we're leaving California behind, for good. You know that, he'll be fine without us until we come back to visit."

"But, you see, thats the issue here, you've been friends with him for how long? A few year before we met?"

He nodded.

"Exactly, going back with me is something that you shouldn't be doing, you should stay here, be with your friends, your career; your life is here in California."

"But, Sarah, you are also my life."

"I know this, baby, but you should be staying here instead of going back with me."

"Do you not want me to go with you?"

"No, of course I do, but I think its best if you stay here." I sighed, looking up at him. "Grayson, if you saw the way he was acting towards me when I told him that I was leaving, I can only imagine how he'd react if he found out that you and E were leaving too. I don't want to see that reaction again, that hurt."

He took a few steps closer towards me, our eyes linked with one another.

"Grayson, you didn't see the way that he acted when I told him that I was leaving, I thought he was going to break down, it really hurt me." My voice began to crack. "Just imagine this, imagine you telling your best friend that you were moving across the country and you wouldn't be able to see them as much as you normally would. How do you think they would handle it?"

"Not so well."

"Exactly. He didn't take it well, he didn't say it, but the way he was acting, I knew that he didn't take it well."

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Yo, happy tuesday!

Today's video was pretty fricking dope. James was the last person that I excepted to collab with them. When I saw the thumbnail, I literally fangirled, son hard in the car.

Yes, I am aware that this chapter is shit, literally. While writing this, my mind kept spacing out, terribly. I normally have my chapter posted up before I go to school, but instead this chapters is being posted hours after the video was uploaded.

I'm also aware that it ended in a weird spot, I'm sorry.

I've already planned how I want this story to end, you'll have to keep reading to find out how it ends. :)

Anyways, I hope you guys have a wonderful Tuesday.

-S