Tough Love | g.d |

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(A.n / This chapter is not edited.)

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"Ethan??" I called his name out but, I didn't get a reply from him.

I walked outside, looking around hoping that he'd be outside but, I didn't see him.

His truck was in the driveway so, I knew that he was still around.

"Yo, E." I yelled out again but, this time he heard and yelled back.

"What?"

"Where the heck are you?"

"Garage? Why?"

"Because I want to talk," I said walking towards the voice. "Why are you in here?"

"I was looking for something but, its not important."

"Oh??"

"Whats up?"

"Did I do something to not make you want to go back home, with me? Grayson is all for going but, he doesn't want to leave without you."

"Then, he doesn't have to go."

"Thats what I told him but, he said that his life was with me also."

"So?"

"So, again, did I do something to make you not wanna go with me?"

He shook his head, disagreeing.

"Then, why wont you go?

"I have so much out here, my life, friends, career, fan...etc."

"Do you realize that you have fans all over the states? You have a life back in New Jersey, too, you know? Its not like I'm standing here telling you that you have to move out of California permanently. All you need is a Camera and a laptop for your career, Eth.

(I know that there career is more than that, don't attack me.)

"I can supply those things if you need them or if something dies. I don't want to go back home knowing that I'll never see you again. Do you know how bad that'll kill me?"

"Yes, I know but-"

"No, Ethan. I can life without seeing any of my friends that I made out here but, I can not live without you and I do not want to start trying that out, now."

"I'm not going anywhere," he said laying his hand on the side of my face, gently rubbing his thumb against my skin. "I promise."

"You can promise me anything you want, E but, how am I suppose to know that from home? I won't be able to. I don't want to live without my best friend in my life," I hugged him tightly. "Ethan, I love you and I don't just need you in my life, I want you there."

When I let go, I walked out of the garage, walking back inside holding back the few little tears that I knew would be falling any second.

Does he not realize how bad it will hurt me in the end, to not see him?

"Sar, wait." He said running behind me.

I stopped in my tracks, slowly turning around to face him. "What?"

"I'm sorry."

"If this is you telling me that you're sorry that you can't go then, its fine," I rolled my eyes slightly not with attitude but, with the slightness of myself giving up. "If you don't want to go then I'm not going to make you."

"No," he shook his head. "thats not it."

"Then, what Ethan? What is it?"

We stood in silence for a few minutes before he spoke up again.

"I'll go-"

I looked up at him as he said the words.

"-But, don't except me to drop California behind like its nothing. I have my friends out here, friends that I know that I wont be able to see as much if I'm going to be staying with you guys."

"Thats okay, deal- wait, friends, Aaron."

"What about him?" He said with a hint of confusion in his tone but, by the time he was able to finish the sentence I bulleted off, running back towards the house, grabbing my keys, walking to my car.

"If Grayson asked where I went, tell him that I had to see Aaron."

"Oh, uh okay." He said as he scratched the back of his head.

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I backed out of the driveway, watching where I was going, making sure not to hit anything.

How could I forget to tell Aaron that I was leaving?

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Happy Tuesday Everyone!

I didn't think I would be updating today, only because this chapter was literally just typed. But,  I don't like updating on any other weekday, so I thought I would just do it today.

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