The Not So Virgin [BXB]

chapter two: party like a ?

          C H A P T E R      T W O

   I WOULDN'T CALL myself a nerd. I'm more like one of the people who does well in school and has friends but doesn't party or do drugs.

But my sister on the other hand was nothing like me. Back in our old town she was known as the "not so christian slut" and the name wasn't wrong. My sister had slept with half of the guys in our grade and spent her weekends partying.

Our mom hated it and told her everyday that god wouldn't like that but she didn't listen which caused mom to resent her even more. I on the other hand never did anything my mom didn't like. I spent all my middle school years with no friends because my mom thought I would get corrupted like my sister and get near drugs and alcohol.

And looking back from where I'm standing right now, stuck between two people making out on the couch I should have listened to what my mom used to say and got out when I had the chance.

"Hey dude can you get up, you're taking up our make out space." the guy next to me says trying to get me to move.

I stand up and slowly shuffle to the other side of the room where no one is standing.

"Hey Jacob, come play with us bro." The annoying guy from earlier says standing next a guy who has the exact same eyes and brown hair as him. He points to a table where people are throwing a ball into a cup, they are playing beer pong.

"Um, I- I've never played it in real life." I say to him turning to walk away before he places his hand on my shoulder and passes me a ping-pong ball.

"Just try, ok." He smiles at me and leads me to the table.

I have played cup pong before on imessage games and I can tell you I'm pretty good. So when I didn't make my ball into the cup I was a little sad.

The game lasts a few minutes and when it was over my head is pounding and I am a little drunk. I try to leave the game but they want me to play again and I don't argue, I continue to play.

Another five minutes pass and I fell like I am going to die from alcohol poising. I wobble up the stairs towards the bathroom, on the way I bump into almost everyone that I pass.

When I finally make it I throw up everything that I had drank into the toilet and I lay against the bathtub silently crying.

I've never done anything like that before in my life, the only party I've ever been to is my friend's birthday parties when I was 7. I thought about what my mom had told me when I was little.

But as I remember what she told me, I throw it all away and tell myself fuck it. My mom ruined my life and made me grow up with no friends. I spent my childhood praising her like she was some sort of god. But she wasn't, she ruined every good thing I had.

That party that I went to when I was 7 was the only party I ever went to because after that one no one wanted me to come because I was the son of a crazy women and I was going to grow up to be crazy just like her.

But I wasn't, I wasn't going to be like her. I'm going to make the best of this new life. I was going to do the one thing tonight that my mom didn't want me to ever do.

I was going to lose my virginity.

sorry it was so short, it's just a filler chapter.