The Not So Virgin [BXB]

chapter eighteen: falling apart

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"If one of you don't confess to who brought the alcohol into this school, none of you will see prom." Principal Jackson is pissed and he has a right to be. I messed up big time, and now everyone is paying for it.

2 days earlier

I was finally happy that it was Saturday, I could kick my feet up and watch movies with Jacob, Grace, and Christian. We were all currently having a horror movie marathon, Grace wanted to start watching movies at 1 pm and we have been sitting here for four hours watching the nightmare on elm street franchise.

"Ew this looks so horrible, the blood is so fake." Grace has been complaining for the last hour about how bad the CGI in this movie is. She finally shuts up when her phone starts buzzing.

"Hello." She says as she answers the phone. "Wait, really? No, we're coming." She starts squealing and hangs up the phone. "So guys guess what!" She sits up on my bed and starts bouncing up and down.

"Let me guess, we're going to a party!" Christian starts bouncing up and down mocking Grace.

I shudder, the last time I went to a party I ended up losing my virginity. The thought of going to another party just made me want to throw up.

"Do I have to go?" I pout and Grace's smile turns into a thin line.

"Yes, you're fucking going to this party, Jacob Gordon. I don't care if I have to drag you to it myself." I can tell that Grace is being serious from the look on her face and I give in to going out.

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When the four of us arrive the party is in full swing. There are people outside, inside and even on the roof. Grace told us that the party was hosted by one of her cheerleader friends. The party is themed with the theme being "gender roles reversed", so the guys have to dress like girls while the girls dress like guys.

Grace didn't want to go home so she just put on one of my outfits. Jacob, Christian and I had to sneak into Sophie's closet and steal some of her halter tops and shorts. When we were finally dressed we looked like three semi masculine girls, since we all weren't the toughest looking guys.

"Guys let's get some drinks in us!" Grace yells over the music and leaves to go get her a drink.

I know I'm not going anywhere near any alcohol at this party because I want to remember my night. Grace comes back with four cups she gives Christian and Jacob one then puts her hand out to give me the last one.

"No thanks." I smile at her and she understands.

After dancing with the gang for a little while I need to get some fresh air so I head upstairs to the roof that I saw when I first got here. It's a beautiful night tonight, the moon is bright and the stars are shining bright. I'm standing and admiring the view when I hear the door open. I turn around and the last person that I thought I would see here is standing in front of me, Kameron.

"Hey." Kameron smiles at me and comes to stand beside me. When he speaks to me I can feel myself becoming angry.

"Hey? You haven't spoken to me in two months Kameron and now you're saying hey." I say without thinking and he frowns. He looks me over and then laughs.

"You look good in a halter top." I don laugh and he stops.

"I'm not laughing Kameron, you've been ignoring me for two months and it hurts." I want to push him but I remember where we are and decide not to.

"It was best that I stayed away from you." He says quietly but I still catch it.

"What do you mean?" Kameron starts pacing back and forth like he already said too much.