The Not So Virgin [BXB]

chapter sixteen: is this what jealousy feels like

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Out of nowhere, I could feel myself getting angry and before I knew it, I was knocking on the Morris' door looking for Kameron.

I could slowly feel myself coming back down to earth and regretted knocking on their front door but it was too late.

"Hi Christian Freak, long time no see." Kory smirks at me and ruffles with my hair.

"Who's at the door, honey?" A short brunette haired lady came to the door. She didn't look like Kory or Kameron but she resembled Jacob a lot.

"Mom this is Jacob, he's Joey's younger brother." Kory says to his mom with a fake smile on his face. Mrs. Morris smiles and motions for me to come into the house. "Well don't leave him out in the cold."

Kory moves out the way and I walk inside the house, the first thing I notice was that their house was definitely not meant to be placed in our neighborhood. Their house was way bigger than I had remembered from when I was here for the party.

"So, what brings you over, Jacob?" Mrs. Morris asks me with the same smile she had when she invited me in. Before I can answer, Jacob comes running down the stairs and hugs me from behind before realizing that I was hurt.

"He's here to hang out with me, mother." Jacob grabs my crutches and sits them down before he picks me up and carries me up the spiral stairs and to a room at the end of a long hallway. My mouth drops when I finally recognize where we are.

"Why are we in Kameron's room?" Jacob chuckles at my question and goes to one of the stands beside the bed and begins to rummage around inside it.

"I think this belongs to you." Jacob tosses something into the air and I catch it.

"I've been looking for this everywhere. How did- oh." I could feel my face turning red from even forgetting about that night. I look at my bracelet in my hand and crumble it up and hand it back to Jacob.

"I don't need it anymore, you can put it back. The bracelet was the last thing my mom had given me before she passed away and I don't think I even deserve to wear it because of how much I have been doing lately." Jacob nods and puts it back in the drawer and we leave Kameron's room.

For the next hour Jacob and I played a video game he was trying to teach me and I totally sucked at it. We eventually gave up and just started talking about random stuff until there was someone at the door barging in the room.

"Hey Jacob, did you go-" Kameron stops mid-sentence when he sees me. He looks like he had seen a ghost but then his facial expression turns to anger and hate. "What is he doing here?" He didn't look happy to see me and I don't understand why.

"He's hanging out with me, we're friends." Jacob puts his arm around my shoulder and smiles at Kameron. Kameron rolls his eyes and then looks me up and down before turning and leaving.

"Kameron wait!" I jump up and try to run after him before realizing that I was in a cast and fall on my face. "Ow." was all I could get out before I saw Kameron in front of me making sure I was ok.

He didn't look mad like he did a minute ago but he looked scared like he was scared that I was hurt and that made my stomach flutter but that was ruined shortly after when Jessica waltzes into the room.

"Oh my gosh, Jacob are you okay?" She smirks at me before grabbing on to Kameron's arm and asking him if I was going to be fine.

"I'm fine." I say trying to get up myself. Kameron gave me a hand after a kept trying and failing. When out hands touch the same feeling comes back into my stomach and I don't get this feeling with Greg at all. We stand in the middle of the floor for a few seconds holding hands and staring at each other before Kameron lets go and moves back over to where Jess was kissing her.

"Well it was nice seeing you guys, but Kameron and I have over two months of sex to make up so we're gonna go." Jessica grins and pulls Kameron out of the room.

"Well, that was something." Jacob helps me to his bed and sat me down on it. "Are you okay? You're really quiet."

I was listening and I could hear everything going on in the room beside us. I could hear Jessica giggling and telling Kameron to stop and I could hear her moaning his name and I could hear him moaning her name. Out of nowhere, the tears started to leave my eyes and before I knew it I was full-on crying into Jacob's arms. While I was crying, in the room next door Kameron and Jessica were having the time of their lives going at it like horndogs.

"I-I want to go home." I manage to get out in between my sobbing and Jacob understands helping me down the stairs and to my room once we were in my house.

"He's stupid Jacob, he's using her to get over you and I know it. He loves you." Jacob says as he helps me into my bed.

Jacob left after he helped me to bed and I had finally stopped crying. The thought of Kameron and Jessica having sex sent me overboard and I couldn't handle it.

"I hate her so much, she's so fake and phony." I say to myself now becoming angry. I wanted to do something that would hurt Jessica and I don't know why.

Is this what jealousy feels like?

Hi, I just wrote this chapter like minutes before I published it so sorry if it's bad.

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Also, I'm hoping to finish this story within a week while I am home for spring break!