The Not So Virgin [BXB]

chapter seventeen: the new jacob

C H A P T E R    S E V E N T E E N

                       TWO MONTHS LATER

"Babe, wake up we're going to be late for school." I shuffle under the heavy comforter not wanting to wake up. I can feel a pair of hands looking for my body under the comforter and out of nowhere, they start tickling me.

"Stop." I can't stop laughing as the hands tickle me even harder and faster. Suddenly they stop and the hands are pulling the comforter off me.

"We're going to be late, baby." Greg gives me a peck on the lips before climbing out of my bed.

"Five more minutes, maybe we can take those five minutes and play a little bit," I grab his hand and pull him back into bed and climb on top of him.

"Oh, now this is what I'm talking about," I kiss him and start to plant kisses all over his chest. "Now let's take these off and get to work." He puts his fingers into the top of my boxers and pulls them off me.

"You like what you see," I smirk and can feel my face turning red.

"Hell yeah I do," Greg stands up and motions for me to stand up too. I stand in front of him and he put his hands on my waist and started to dance slowly around the room. "You make me so happy to be your boyfriend." He then starts to kiss me with so much passion as he picks me up.

"Jacob, why are you- Oh my god." The sound of my dad's voice brings me back to reality causing me to fall out of Greg's grip and on to my bed.

"Dad, can you knock?" I yell as he slams the door saying something I couldn't catch. Greg stands in the corner dying of laughter as I sit on my bed turning bright red.

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Greg held my hand as we walked down the hallway at school like we had been doing for almost two months. From the looks, we get from people it was like we had just started dating.

A lot has changed in the two months since my accident and all the stuff with Kameron. The main thing is that I am now dating Greg Reynolds but there have also been other things that had been changing. I hadn't really talked to Kameron in the last two months even though I'm always at his house hanging out with Jacob; Him and Jessica were still dating but according to Jacob they were always arguing.

There were also new developments with Grace and Christian who were now officially a couple. They have been dating for a week before my accident but they didn't make it public until after I was out of the hospital.

The biggest surprise had to have been my relationship status going from single to taken. I was in a bad place for a week after the situation with Jess and Kameron and I didn't want to talk to either Greg or Kameron. Kameron didn't really ever talk to me during that time but Greg was very persistent about wanting to spend time with me.

Whenever I was at Grace's place hanging out with her, Greg would pop out of random places and flirting with me and trying to help me because I was still on crutches. Eventually, I gave in and he took me out to get ice cream, coincidentally it was the same shop from the post with Kameron and Jessica about two weeks ago.

One date leads to another and another until one day I got a text from Greg telling me to meet him outside the place I first met Greg Jr. I knew that was the food court at the mall so I grab my dad's car keys and made my way there. I was finally off crutches and I was so happy that I didn't need anyone's help anymore.

When I walk into the mall and my way to the food court I don't see Greg anywhere. My phone buzzes in my pocket and I look at it to see a text from Greg.

look behind you :). The text message read. I turn around to see Greg standing there with a bouquet and a big bag of sour patch kids which were my favorite. I smile and pull him into a hug planting a kiss on his lips.

"I have to tell you something Jacob," Greg looks like he's scared and this is the first time in the entire time I've known him that he's looked like this.

"Ok, lay it on me." I smile at him and wait for him to continue. He grabs my hand and gets on one knee causing me to gasp and my eyes to go wide.

"My little Jacey, I haven't known you for long maybe about three months but I still love you," I didn't know what was happening but I wanted to laugh. "I've been wanting to ask you this from our first conversation and I've pictured this moment since I met you. So Jacob Gordon, will you be my boyfriend." I smile and punch him in the chest.

"I thought you were fucking proposing to me," I laugh at him and kiss him. "Yes, yes I will be your boyfriend."

And that's how I am where I'm at now dating Greg, almost finished with my junior year of high school and finally happy for once in my life. Well finally pretending to be happy for once in my life.

The Truth.

I wasn't happy, I hadn't been for a long time. I admit I was happy at first with everything and then I started to feel like shit. I started to fake a smile in front of everyone and mope around my house when I wasn't.

I wasn't Jacob anymore, I was someone else. I had done something that no one knew about not even Greg. I was at a point where my painkillers were the only thing making me happy. I had started to take the leftover ones I had and then I felt like I couldn't stop, but I knew deep down that I couldn't do that to my family and I had to stop.

My mom wasn't that great of a mother but there were things that she couldn't help. My mom was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder two years before she died. I had always thought maybe it was just the person she was but sometimes she was a good mom and others she wasn't.

I didn't think one of us would get it but for the last two months, I hadn't felt like myself at all. I didn't want to be like my mom, I didn't want to feel how she felt, I didn't want to be happy one minute and sad the next. I want to be happy. I want to have a good life with my family and friends. I also wanted one I couldn't have.

I wanted Kameron.

author's note

wow, that was hard to type. I actually started crying a little bit. sorry for getting a little dark but I wanted Jacob to have a little more personality to him and I don't just want this story to be about boys. I want Jacob to have his self-discovery and now it's finally happening and our boy is finally deciding to become a man :)

I hope you guys enjoyed ♡